Monday, June 19, 2006

Say Goodbye

First of all, My Condolences to PC for the lost of his grandmother... (yes... yet another one...gosh.. y?)

secondly, condolences to my laptop, he's dead... almost... one of the on the key board has gone crazy ... uncontrolable... damm sad....

everything seems to come at one shot.. in a weeks time .. i cant count with my fingers ( all together 10 of it)things that has brought my mood down from the already-down-mood...

nvm ... now ... approximately 26 hour counting down to BTH .. and then .. i will have time to blog again ...

till then , if i survive, i should blog again ... !!!!

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

pimple

Dear plz dun leave me ... plz .. i will make it up to u ... trust me ... believe me .. plz ... no ... dun go ~~~~
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i promise i will break up with her ... come back to me ... i know i'm wrong .. but this is reli not the time for break up lah my dear ...

my dear book ... come back to me ... i'll sure break up with pimples wan ... trust me ... one last time ... gimme another chance ... okey ... will you .. dear book .. come back to me ... i wan to study ... i'm slacking .. no way ...

*jason stress to much because he cant start studying... slap him..that's y this stupid post occured... hahah*

Saturday, June 03, 2006

life ~ as i see it ...

y do we always have so many things to thikn of when we r at the busiest moment of the week, month, year? or was it just me ?? oh .. i'm not sure ... but that's wat i experienced... so .. using "we" would be not suitable at all... hmmm .. but i;m not changing it ... coz we sounds nicer... cooler ...

yeah ... so from where i stand... exam is stressful enuff ( even if i dun feel stress when i;m suppose to... mayb just too stress to feel stress?? hmm.. wat did i just said ??i also doneo ..haha) and on top of this stressful .. er.."event" there are something else... problems that is not given the priority.. but .. is dominating wat is was to be the priority-exam.

these problems .. i would classified them into long-term problem which has been haunting me for quite sometime... one... the problem that underlays for about 3 years... confessed ... but seems like ppl have just ignored the email.. okey fine... i need time to deal with it .. but just not now... EXAM(a self reminder!ignore it)

second... DEATH... i know much ppl would not like this post... if u r not up to sour or bitter... or just dowan to be influence ... i command you to stop rite at this fullstop.

DEATH and Sickness... 2 of a series process where everyone has to go thru in the cycle of life.. and another word for this i would say it is part of "LIFE" yeah .. wonder y i bring this up again? after my fren's dad has this liver cyrosis and passed away.. now my best fren's mum have lumps in the breast and if not mistken T-cells count in her liver is higher than usual.. and her dad has swollen liver... i donoe y this happen .. they lived a healty lifesytle... and yet ... haih .. on the other hand.. another best fren(same group as the best fren above... we are a group of 4 ppl 2 girl and 2 guys) her mum has the lump in her breast too.. wth.. !!! all of a sudden getting this kind of news... ok fine... not gonna continue .. i doneo wat is these man.. wat's wif cancer and my fren's family ... ppl that i knew ... why .. haih... i have a probelm to solve myself regarding this issue...myself...

on the bright side ... My lovely Andrea Yeo is home from UK !!! HOOOOORAYYYY !!!! muackx muackx... hahaha .. gonna spend time wif her .. i got to her house just now .. she juz reach and we crushed her house and chit chatted for whole nite..(not pass midnite .. but still i would say wholenite.. haha)

deligted...

That's all for now ...
Jason that is waiting for an answer...

p.s. I'm not gonna answer any questions on the Death and sickness part .. so bother asking.. sorry to be rude...

Friday, June 02, 2006

one great leap

i've took a great leap forward in my life ... trying to remove a strong that is so huge away from my way that leads to A future...

hope she will give an answer ... hope she will ... good or bad ... at least an answer ...

*prays*

dear agong, happ birthday (like i know him very well .. like he's my granda) (no big no small (cantonese!!!))hahaha