One more to go...

alrite... so.. after much struggling... im down to the last paper.. (finally..wondering?) well yeah... MedBio in Monash is abit outcast... we start early for exam and it usually last till almost the end... or in fact... i have tired the LAST one... hahah...

Last Paper will be Micro Paper 2... the paper sounds easy... SOUNDS... im not sure if it's reli easy... rumours have already sorta confirmed it's easy... i think maybe that's why after Cellular Metabolism paper (dun mention it... it sucks) we sorta pronounce ourselves to finish exam... and start to replenish the sleep we lost... *well at least for me... i have been catching back sleep and not reli studying... crap!*

anyway... was cleaning abit of my room today and i found this few little "alphabets" and these

has brought back some tiny memories.... wat does all the tinny little bits tells you? (oh yeah... its missing a "R" i think..hahah) it might just be a few random alphabets but to me... they are something of my pass that i would say it's a good and sweet memory i will carry it to the end of my life...

On the other hand... Sookie... this is a msg for you... "I Parked My Car Beside Your so-called-used-to-be-urs Car" and this will the prove...


Pictures above is taken using my new Z710i.. which i sorta has already fall in love with the quality of picture it can come up with..

Happy 21st Birthday, Soo Imm~~!!!

Hope you will begin another part of your life better than those u had in the past 21 years... not to say you had bad years but just hope that road down the life will be much better... always strive for the better rite..

if you ask me to wait... i will...
but that's only if i ask...

it's all gonna start from me... i know what i have to do...
and i will do it... no matter what...

Cellular Metabolism

What is that?

This ain't any Road Map,
This ain't Kuala Lumpur Public Transport Map,
nor this a Map of Monash New Campus.
And this can not be compared to those of an drawing of Architect
and it is defiantly not a blueprint that Engineers refer to.

But in fact, this is what happen every second in OUR BODY (there is exception always).
and it is also what i will have to digest in the coming 3 days....

This is the cellular pathway of food and enzyme in our body. This is hell of a map... i think it is far worst than the Kuala Lumpur public transport map...!!!

Anyway... should go back to my studies now...

i have fallen deeper with each day passed.
How i wish, im not such a coward.
How i wish, time, space, and distance is not a factor to any of this.

I have like you more each day... but i keep it with myself... how do i convey this msg to you?

"involvment"

I had "engaged" into several travel plan (notice how i emphasis on the word "plan"?)



Engagement 1:
Place to travel : Australia
Friends involved: Chiau Chun (Melbourne home provider... hahha), Tiong Hoe, Siew Wei, Poh Chan, Sookie...
Status: Pending

Engagement 2:
Place to travel : New Zealand
Friends involved : Siew Wei, Poh Chan, Jocelyn, Poh Chan's Second wife (what's her name d...shit shit shit...)
Status : Pending

Engagement 3:
Place to travel : Korea
Friends involved : LiLi
Status : Pending

Engagement 4:
Place to travel : United States of America
Friends involved: EeLeng, MinSiew, Dayton
Status: Pending

Engagement 5:*new*
Place to travel : England
Friends involved: HuiXin, MinSiew, Liying
Status: Pending *upon request*

Engagement 6:*new*
Place to travel : Korea
Friends involved: XiuNuan
Status: Pending

On the bright side however, i do have a confirmed itinerary

Engagement 7:*new*
Place to travel : Singapore
Friends involved: XiuNuan, Vway Hau
Status: Confirmed
Date: 1st July till 3rd July 2007
Places to visit (so far): Sentosa Island


Reason why im engaged into so many plan even though i could onli possibly join either plan (due to financial constrain) is because (you can actually see oledi...) all the "engagement"'s status are all PENDING...

see which of the status is CONFIRMED first lah...

mean time... if u wan to engage me into your plan... i welcome you to add more on to my list... hahaha

Special Shout out.. to May Jean

Good Luck in your Instrumental and Food Mircobiology tml.. both in one day... you're my hero... !!! Dont Stress ya...

*not like you will see this also...hahah*

Exam... crazy period

Exams are here and 1 out of my 6 "lovely" paper has done... 5 more to go.... *positive thinking... at least Im now 5 more instead of 6 more to go...*

but the coming paper is gonna kill me... and mayb not just me... some of my frens does experience the "dying" sensation...

shall not elaborate here... shall continue some other time...

Good Luck in Exams... everyone...

Yanzi @ The Curve, 3rd June 2007

The 2nd time i have close "Contact" with YanZi...

This time even better, i had a chance to meet with her on a VVIP invitation to meet with her in a karaoke suite room together with other about 30ppl... *honored* Since the VVIP ticket enable 2 person to enter, i brought my housemate, Kendra along since she also love yanzi so much... finally i dun have to go catch yanzi alone... *Praise redbox*

this, i will thank RedBox-DotRed Reward programme( abit a promo for you since u guys are so nice to me...) for giving me this opportunity although i need to use 600 of my DotRed point but it's defiantly worth it!!!

here's some photo... let them be my words,

this is the only picture i can post coz the rest are vertical and i donoe how to flip them (stupid me ...sorry) hahah

She's in the room, answering only 2 of our question (according to that *ugly* phoebe, time is limited wor... )



this is her when she's on the stage...
Unfortunately, it was raining through out the whole signing, singing and also meeting
session...




Some flashback... this is a photo i took years back when she first came... (again that time i got limited VIP pass that allow me to be the first 10 person to get her signature... hahaha) im just lucky when it comes to YanZi... hope this is continue... haha



Lastly, this is yanzi's new album signed... one the left is my local copy and the right will be kendra's imported copy...

Some Random PIctures

Here's some random picture taken during first half of the year...



During Jia Yee's 21th Birthday... Celebrated at Ruums KL


In Hanoi, Vietnam, February 2007


Malay Mail Big Walk 2007


Jean Nee (May 12th) and May Jean (May 13th) Birthday Celebration at Yuen Steamboat


JasonC posing at the Monash University New Campus Administration Building (Bldg 2)


Posing in the New Campus, how could you not fall in love with this new campus... ???

Officially

I have just cleaned my study table...

and this marked the official beginning of my study period...

*Preparing for WAR*

Dilemma, Exam, etc...

well... Australian University or rather southern hemisphere university will be having exam in the coming month... Stress huh...

Speaking of stress... that the ONLY thing im lack of... WTH... without this... how am i suppose to motivate myself to study?? if i dun study... how do i PASS!!!

My exam timetable is a bit sucky... and it sounds something like this...

8 June - Physiology Paper 1
14 June - Microbiology Paper 1
20 June- Physiology Paper 2
21 June- Laboratory and Workplace Management
22 June- Cellular Metabolism
25 June - Microbiology Paper 2.

Basically... i have nothing against ending the finals late... coz no matter how early it finish... the holiday is still gonna be short... the thing is... the papers are like a day after another esp those reli hard wan... Laboratory and Workplace Management i have no idea wat to study and Cell Met is gonna be a killer paper... haih... nvm... why am i thinking so far when i haven even started to revise my Physiology... crap...

Beside having exam in mind (which part of my mind does think of exam... hmmm.. i know there are... maybe is just too minute to spot it...) i still have another thing to think of... that will kinda be a dilemma more than anything else...

What kind of dilemma leh.. :

Scenario 1: (due to the attraction of the Monash new campus... ) Extend a semester.... expects to graduate Dec 2008... at the same time... i can do a research project unit... The extended semester just to focus on a research... that will help me in further studies...

but downpart will be: cant grad with my classmates, graduate later and come out with a bachelor degree as "old man", delayed my studies, delayed my further studies... (and some others cant think now)

the best part of choosing this option : better study time... can focus more ( kononya lah) more organised, no need to take so many business subject as elective, take more science subjects as elective... get to do a research project and understand if im fit to be a researcher... can enjoy the new campus more !!!

Scenario 2: Fast fast kau tim my studies in Monash... grad ( regardless is there's ceremony or not) and apply to study my Master Degree in Canada and start study in September 2008.

Pros: Finish faster, get to go to Canada to study sooner, wont miss Pixie in MUN (or mayb not choosing MUN) faster get a job, grad with all my classmate...

Cons: I wont be able to take the research subject, and wont be able to understand how to do a proper research.. more stress over the year... need to take summer which means less holiday... cant reli explore the new campus that much...

it has been in my mind for sometimes... whether or not either of this will work is still
an unknown factor..... but i reli hope either one will work and i will only choose Canada as my place to study my Master and not other place... i seriously hope that and at the same time i also hope that nothing will come in between and stop me from doing it...

it's weird that a times, i could just think of finishing it soon... and the others i will wan to stay longer... well i think all these explain y i name them as dilemma....

sometimes i just wonder... wouldnt it be awesome if the world is like :
"i love you, you love me" "there's nothing in between of us, with only both of us fits one and another... " "wont you say you love me too"

hmm... i guess it's just god creation to make menkind suffer this kind of things... and mayb that wat we call life... (link back to my previous post on LIFE... haha... this is for sure one kind of life...)

how do i express to you.. i wonder... what will you react when i told you.. again i wonder...

even if she notice me, she would despise me...