Despite every thing that happens 

I hope you never forget about me

I will still be waiting 

I'm sorry for all I have done 

I wont say that if I'm given a chance, 

I will do things the other way round

but instead, 

if you would come back into my life 

i guess things will be different for us

Although I told you that i will try to forget, 

but that's easier to be said than done, 

and after all these while, 

i felt that why would i want to deny myself again, 

why do i have to tell myself to forget about you

when i know that very well that i love you very much

However, 

my life still goes on no matter how much i despises it 

i would have to live it to the fullest 

and make every moment that comes

and be happy always

i hope the same applies to you

I cant hope for anything, 

I cant dream of anything, 

but I just wish that, 

you will not forget about me in such a short time, 

not as friends, 

but as a companion for life, 

if, that's what i could be.

i know i said i will try to forget about you soon, i know i said that, but i rather i did not make that decision that day, cause my heart really does stays with you. 

It's funny, how real life can be so different. Why can other chase for love so much and that they are so in love and everything, but when it comes to real life, at least when it comes to me, it seems like they say love is not everything, love from your family members and friends are more important? If im not in love so deeply, how do i get my own "family" member next time? plenty of question arise in my head these few weeks, so many things i have seen and want to blog about, but i just doesnt want to blog. 

I'm fine now, I'm ok now... i guess i wont say im excellent until you are back into my life, or when things starts to change. 

i have been waking up to nightmares and always wakes up with cold sweats for the pass 2 weeks.... im afraid, im afraid, i donoe what lies in front of me....

人的內心到底有多孤獨 光從外表是看不出來的

Status

I guess now everything is finally over to you. 

you finally made that move. 

i respect it. 

but for the past weeks, it has been something that i have been checking at least 3 times a day. 

i reli do hope it's not an end for us, but what am i to ask anymore? 

like i said, wait till i stand up again... 

I will never be able to cover or to ask for forgiveness for the pressure and things i have put you through, but i always hope, love can bring us further then where we are. 

i still, hope. 

i still, love. 

i still, trying. 

i still.... 

Same old brand new you

If this thought come across my mind "I think i need a new blog layout" 

It's highly possible that i could get down to it start looking for blogskin and change it without a night. 

and 

If i think that i need a new hairstyle, i could just visit saloon tml and get a hair do. 

but when u wan to unroot something that has always been there, it's not an overnight thing. 

固执算不算任性的要求

付出也可能看不到结果 终于你还是选择了放手

用逃避 让感情犯错 

If people out there still doesnt know me that why, you probably does know that i love to keep old stuffs as remembrance to my past. 

if you do step into my house and been given a close tour to my house, u will find that i have my primary text books from Brunei, Primary 4 5 6 Science Text Books, piles and piles of papers that i have collected since form 1? 

To many many, this might be rubbish or something that not worth keeping, but to me, it sort of tells me how far i have come, things i have gone thru, memories that follows with it. Now it makes it clear why i have always love sciences. Not that my businesses not good or that my managment not good, fyi i do scored in my Managment first year and during pre U days but i guess i just have been fancied science even since young, this has been my passion. But where is the passion now? 

Besides all these, i skip keep many things, believe it or not, if you have once send me a card in standard 6 or form 1, there are chances that im still having it. 

If you given me a bookmark as high school graduation gift, it's still with me (HX!) or just a plain gift (Farah - Pre departure gift, Kimberly- a bookmark with a cheering up pharse, Carmen- 21st bday present)

If you went to holiday and brought me home a key chain, chances are it's now hanging under my bed. (CY- from many parts of the world, CW- Korea, Sue May- UK, PC- Australia, Leng- Lego, yUn- China) 

If you have given me a present, chances are the wrapper is still here! Dont be surprised (Oh i dun think i can name specifically which one belongs to who). 

If you are looking for the name list from form 3, it's still in my file. 

If you are looking for SPM paper for 2003, i have the whole set with me here. 

Gift from ex-gf can still be found in my house, that might not be fair to any girl that im dating but yes, that's my past and i do hope whoever it is to be able to accept it.

If you are looking for those pocket photo we took from those machince back in secondary, it's stil safely kept in my cupboard. (Imm wurn... Carmen, CL, PChew) 

Well and of coz, if u have given me a present for it be birthday or not, of coz u expect me to keep it rite and well why not of all things?   

Now that is all said and done

I cant believe you are the one 

to build me up and tear me down

So what does it sum up about me? 

Im a dead loser? 

Im a person who goes for sentimental value? 

Im a junker? 

Im a person who cant let go of the past? 

Loser, if you think i am, so are you. 

Sentimental value, it does means alot to me, how can a person live without feelings

Junk collector, it could be junk to you, but it does means something to me. 

Cant let go of the past? I dun think so, it's just that, im build from the past, what i am today has to be all this things that have shaped and moulded the me today. 

Im all out of love, 

Im so lost without you, 

I know you were right, 

believing for so long

What are you thinking now 

What are you thinking now? 

Besides that, i love "medals" or "souvenirs" or "trophy" in things i have achieved. I'm like Voldermort if you do read Harry Potter and the half blood prince, you will know what im talking about. 

I know that material things are not important. Is what you gain that counts. but maybe im someone that has to see with my eyes. 

I have certificates, to remind me of my achievment and what i could do and the times i have done it. 

I have sports medal that tell me that even though im not very good but i was still good enough to have one. 

I have all sorts of "backstage passes"- Meetings with YAB Deputy Prime Minister, Participation in forum, seminar, classes etc 

I have plenty of button pin, name tags, badges... that's wat i have earned.  

Cause you're everywhere to me

when I close my eyes, its you I see

everything that I know makes me believe Im not alone 

So, what is so bad about it? When u play games, when u achieve something, it gives u badges, rewards and etc, rite? it makes you happy because you will smile on the hard work you have put in to get that and it makes u feels like u have achieved something. 

i guess that's wat all these stuffs have does the same. 

But now, all these means very little to me, somehow. It tells me what i can do, it tells me what i have achieved, it tells me how hard the journey had been, it tells me that i have been thru hard times as well. But without my own faith, own believe, own confident, all these seems nothing. 

So, mayb i should conclude that, all these time, these medal, trophy and stuffs, is just a reinforcement on to my already-confident self. 

I dont deny that when im a bit down, i go thru them and i found back the "ummph" but mayb because i had yet to lose myself, i have yet to lose confidence in myself, unlike the time now. 

Therefore, i would have to seek you, my confident. 

"Shall we talk? " I hope that you have been well and strong as well. I miss you, lots.

i do wonder, if i will come across your mind when you are all alone?  

"The first step in the process, i shall be able to like myself, find the reason Im living in this world. "

In order to stand up, i realized that it's about starting to like myself and to find the purpose in life or at least to let me know that there's a reason for me to live in this world. 

My reason before this was easy, to get pass everyday with a happy feeling and also to someday worked something out in the corporate world. But now, i wonder what is the reason. 

Instead of looking for a paid job, i will now go and do some so called soul searching. I will have to determine what is the factor that could bring me satisfaction, which in a way hard to tell because i have always been trying lots of water. I love doing many things, and many things in life brings me satisfaction. but now, when i have to determine something that will bring me much satisfaction, i cant determined. Before this, some small thing could also make my day, for example, a person approached me for advise, and i offer advice and the person is happy. 

I like to talk. That's pretty obvious. I enjoy using my words to touch people's heart. But is there a thing like this to do in the world? or at least without any qualification? I wonder. 

many has asked me to let go, i though about it, but i did not want to, not becuase i couldnt let go, and not because im stubborn, but its because i love you. 

Yesterday something hit me bad. When gor told me that looking at my condition, i will only be able to stand up in 1-2 years. That got me bad. I tot it will only take me 1-2 months, never have i known that it takes such long time. nevertheless, i still will stand up and stand tall hopefully in a shorter period. 

It took me long enough to realised how much i love you, the times that i had wasted and never appreciate you, that i know, i will never be able to replenish it for you.

I will, stand up, nothing to do with anyone or anything, but for myself so that i could see the happy and cheerful JasonC that i have always been. It takes time, and my behaviour of loving to get things done fast isnt helping. But i will still have to try, for a better future. 

'Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!! '

'Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. '

I saw the 2 sentences from Kimhan's Blog when i was blog hopping today.

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

如果你看得見， 我想告訴你， 我还沒放棄， 只像讓你有點空間

Time

People always says,

Time, it can cure many thing
Time, will heal a wound

but besides all these positive things, do you know time kills as well?
Time also ruin what was builded with time.

Time. What a special thing.

4 scenarios,

Right time and Right action = Right Move, Perfect.
Wrong time, Wrong action = Wrong Move.
Wrong time, Right action = Wrong Move
Right time, Wrong action = Wrong Move

There's only 1/4 chances that an action can paired with a time and end up being perfect.

Maybe that's why things arent just so perfect all the time, we always take the wrong move.

I have done nasty things, at the wrong time. Of coz when you ask me i would say i wished that i have not done any of it, but truth is, what is done is done, when it's a wrong move, no matter wat you tried to do to change it, it will never be right again.

So, why try to make it right again? But no, we want to make it right so that we move, we move forward, we move on, we advance, we grow.... but in the terms of growing, what u have learnt will become a lesson, you will turn back one day and think: oh yeah that was the mistake and i never do it again. But the questions is, will what you lost be worth it? Or is what u have currently better than the past? WE could only hope that it is. But wat if it's not? We can only take the history back and appreciate it as an art, an art that will only stays as good as a memory.

"Present, is what you should focus on" a very best fren of mine said to me the other day. Why look into the future when u know nothing about it and becoz of the future u ruin ur present. It makes sense but what is there to live if you stop having Hope, stop having dreams? Well, Hope and Dreams always fails us so we should only live in the present and live the present to the fullest.

To conclude this post, there's a line i learnt from this very best fren of mine that reli hit many things thru my mind tonite.
"Fill up ur own cup with love before u can do so for the others" If ur cup is not filled, why would u wan to fill other's cup full first. "Love yourself before you love others" .

It was such a beautiful line.

I still love you, but things got tricky. I will stand up before i make anymore moves. i hope time heals and not kill.

才知道　你脸上的微笑　
不是幸福代表　
是种不自在的礼貌

才知道　感情已经动摇　
我一直被误导　
是你还不愿意揭晓

太多小烦恼　怪我们不懂得抛　
太多的问号　答案也都不必找
只换来疲劳　忘了要一起变老

为何要无话可说　才懂沉默比争吵难熬
为何会在恨消失后 爱还是挽回不了
为何要在疼爱的时候　才对我说离开我　
都是为我好

逃兵

這條路到底會引導我到甚麼地步， 這是个未知數
步伐一天比一天的沈重， 一天比一天的難走
我到底还能承多久， 也是个未知數
請准許我當个逃兵， 離開這殘酷的世界

逃兵是要被軍法裁制的， 那就用軍法來曾制我吧！

輿世隔離

常常都可以聽說某某人在深山隱居了20年後， 回到現實生活中。。。

難到隱姓埋名，於世隔離真的有那麼容易嗎？

像我在城市里長大的小孩， 擁有著一班要好的朋友和家人， 再加上有个自己滿舒服的空間， 我真的就可以這樣的於世隔離嗎？

時常都可以看到人家在一生中有個轉磊點， 往往人生當中會有某一件事 是可以讓一個人的看法或一生都改變 但是這好像從沒發生過在我身上

難道我還要等到40／50／60／70 歲才會有轉磊點？

這只是我在巴士上突然想到的一些 random stuff...

hahah

想家

好想好想回家去 但是現在還不是時候

在想這辦法如何在假期時回去

希望一切順利吧

加油！努力！

First Saturday in Adeliade

I have been here since tuesday and it should be 4-5 days since i reached australia.

Well, honestly, this few days has not been the easiest day of my life as expected. I have experienced it before, back in canada few years back.

Something i should be glad this time is that my urge or going home are not that strong. i wont deny that i felt so bad that i wish to be home right away but well... at least i could still control on that, not like when i was in canada.

I have been here for so many days, other than the childhood fren that came with me, i have not actually met a fren yet... im suppose to have a few frens here but it's either i dun have thier contact or i have and dun dare to find them... im in desperate need to see familiar faces to meet familiar face before i head out to search for new frens and to meet people that are not malaysian or someone i familiar with...

i had became so desperate that at one point i just add a random fren's 2nd degree fren on facebook just becoz she is here and she's studing in flinders.

i reli need to see familiar faces.... sobs

16 Feb 2009

Malaysia, i bid you goodbye
My family and my girlfriend yUn, i bid u all good by as well
My dearest frens whom i cherish a lot, i bid you all goodbye as well

as of today, im leaving all these behind and setting foot into the land of kangaroos and crazy hot sun, Australia.

Well, it's not an easy journey from KL to Adelaide, not the physical journey but the mental and emotional journey... but with the support from baby, family and friends, it makes it easier... but stilll not easy...

Wai Chien if u reading this you are not alone in Monash... i experience the almost same thing as u... just that i din put my dirty shirts with detergent into the dryer lah... hahaha

17 Feb 2008

Homesick.

One word says it all... no point explainig further... the feelings are sad depressing...

till then...

Choices

I have come to realize that there are many choices that we are left to made.

Some, you would have think you made a right choice
Some, you would have think you made a bad choice

But in the end of the day, what determines a bad choice and what determines a right choice? I guess in my humble opinion, it would be a right choice are those outcome that is favourable to you; a bad choice simply just doesnt seems to go the way you want. That is just wat i think.

Months after....

In the past 6 months... many things has happened... well some might think why i have not been blogging... actually i have occasionally been blogging... just that either i din finish the post or i finish writing it and did not post it up... hehe

so for the past months...

I've successfully completed my 3 years bachelor degree in Medical Bioscience without delay
I've been offer a job in Sunway University College as Advisor- Student Development & Sports
I've gone through my graduation ceremony
I've attended Trainings
I've done 10KM in Singapore Marathon 2008 with a better result compared to 2007
I went to Genting for holiday (ya.. nothing so special)
I went Singapore for holiday with my baby
I have been in charge of some big scale events and some smaller ones
I have been offer to study in Flinders University to continue in Masters of Nutrition and Dietetic
I have been observing the rates of Aussie dollar and it has been favouring me
I have accepted the offer to study in Flinders
I have been in quite some fight with my baby and we survive it
I have gone through feeling alone when my baby left for a 26 days trip to UK
I have been calling ppl with the prefix of Mr. and now transit to ppl calling Mr. Jason
I have led a great bunch of International Students
I have led a great bunch of Junior Leaders
I have a monthly dinner with my primary schoolmates which is awesome!!

and many other things....

I now type 74wpm !!! woohoo

74 words

Speedtest

Assistant Returning Officer

So, when was i last blogged? Not that long ago, at least when compared to the previous hiatus, this is considered good enough...

So i was recently appointed as the Assistant Returning Officer in the Annual MUISS Election, well one thing is this is one of those very little job that MUSA will pay u to work, other time, u work for free... especially when you run for election and elected as officer bearers, there is no chance at all that u will get paid for wat u did... So no complains there... other then being very bz on top of my already bz schedule.

So i was officially appointed on 1 May 2008. Work started immediately coz there no time for us to slack... The election was already passed all the timeline according to their constitution... WAY PASS it... so we rush it and get it done as soon as we could.... and i think we made it thru... as i am blogging here, im actually working in the Polling Station with a laptop i loan from my uncle (An iBook G4... AWESOME Condition - Lousy Touchpad... but no complain... it gives me the same working environment for me as at home)so wat i was trying to say that we are going along fine... so far... because it hasnt end yet... voting counting is later at 2pm...

Election Election Election...

There's always politic and its always dark and dirty...

This brought me back to my memories when i was ran for MUSA in year 2006. Luckily that time i have my fren's support namely Tim, Sooks, Jane and the people from SPEAK 2006 (Trudy, Darren, Kate, Dahlia, Yvonne, Zhen Hui, Taha, Zhen Yao and many more... ) if not i wouldnt have survived even the election because it was so "dark and dirty" People close to me would have known wat happen to me (SOYA BEAN)... and yeah... that time was reli dark and dirty...

however, i think its some sort of a trend that in either MUISS or MUSA election, there's tend to be some sort of cheating or imbalance between parties... because there's always issue coming up.... people shooting one another... (not literally shooting but politically shotting) parties complaint each other... this and that... they fight thru the technical mistake they did and they did not focus on getting more votes to win... but i wont say that its not a strategy but.. rather unethical.

I was fortunate enough to be assigned to manage the complains (well... im well known to have memorized the constitution and regulation by heart)... been in few hearings... but sad things is i found that all these are so... technical fault... i wonder if i was the one that did not pay attention or was it reli not happening that the Malaysia General Election or any other country, we dont see these sort of complain and election tribunal coming in to rule something out... mayb it was just me overlooked this part of the election or it's just not published.

You dont see in Malaysia General Election that any candidate could be restricted from campaigning but that happens in MUSA and MUISS election.

Anyhow, i do wish everything goes well i could go back to my own work to keep eveything in schedule... i have one more presentation on next wed, one report on next thurs and a major assignment on friday... that cost me 25% i think...

till then,
byE

A Random Overheard Conversation

Well, its a fact that the knowledge of ENVIRONMENT PROTECTION in Malaysia is growing but it is still not high enough...

but wat i overheard this morning, really hit me bad that ppl are still not aware of the consequences of their action and it does seems like they are taking any initiative to make the world a better place.

Scenario: From Monash Car Park Walking in to Monash University Sunway Campus.

Place : At the GATE of Monash University Sunway Campus

Person Involved : Monash University Sunway Campus Security, 3 Random Student.

What i heard start from...

Security: " Yeah, why they build it there, i suggested that they build it by the longkang (Monsoon Drain) so that after you smoke, you can just throw the cigarettes butt into the parit (Monsoon Drain)"

and it ends there... (it didnt took me long to walk pass them , alrite.... and have u forgotten, it was just OVERHEARD, i did not purposely spy and listen to their convo)

Abit of background info..

The monash carpark is divided by a Monsoon Drain and is again connected by a bridge so we could walk over.

It does not look good for student to smoke right outside the gate so the Uni proposed to have a smoking area (Universities in Malaysia are gazetted non-smoking area).

So, i sorry to say but why are the security personnel having such mentality?

I have never look down on ppl according to their job, i tot security guards would at least have some sort of conscious knowing that at least wat we as a person should do to protect the world... but apperantly not...

It's reli sad that when u look at other countries drain, most of it are actually clean even the water flowing LOOKED consumable. Im not just saying becoz that im a pro-other country ppl but i actually experienced it. when i was in taiwan and hong kong, drains are better kept and pollution, at least to my eyes are less...

if u walk around in KL and notice all the drains, it would be HARD that u do not spotted any foreign object.. experience it..

Karangan Bergambar , 看圖說故事, Directed Writting

Alrite.... a short post for now... been QUITE bz for some time... and has been procrastinating also... i mean on blogging... coz academically im not that procrastinate yet... hahaha

now.. simple and short... there's picture and i wrote someo SHORT note for those pictures... to compensate those days that i din blog but those pictures were meant for this blog...

The 2 pictures above was taken on 9/3/08, a day after Malaysia 12th General Election, where our ruling party had been sent a very big "gift"... so what will come to ur mind when u first see this? To me... it seems like there's no tml and ppl are stocking up to avoid going out...

"Fear of the declearation of EMERGENCY State? "


Nah~ Malaysia is still as peaceful as always... in some sense... hahaha

Now, this was taken from my new car road tax.

So now the government is earning money from both side? One from the Rakyat(Citizen) and the business sector?

It seems to me that government should not have favors any company that are generally not GOvernment link companies (GLCs) coz ethically i think it is not fair for those who did not able to "advertise" in such great place... and MOST PROBABLY (im not saying it is, so dont sue me) that the company got the advertising space by pulling strings....

And after all, these kind of official government documents should always be free from any advertisement or anything that are not related... Imagine if ur passport suddenly got Masairline or airasia logo... wat would it be like?

If so happen ur driving licences strat to have these kind of insurance company advetisment wat will happen.

If your birth certificate starts to have StemCells company advertisement wat will happen ?

if you MyKad (National Identity Card) starts to have " Feel like you are being threaten? Dont worry, our lawyers and solicitors are always ready, please call, 03-9543481X" to get legal protection"

That will be hilarious... and i wonder wat i will reflect on us when we are in other country... Other countries authority might ask... "Hey mike, are you trying to fool me by giving me your biz card??hahahahha"

Those are just example... u can come up more with that? hahaha

and now... chinese customs... has grown to be more "down to earth, close to home" ... just for example there's a day in our chinese custom is that we go and pray homage to our ancestor at the graveyard and usually, we bring lots of stuff to "give" them that includes food, beverage etc etc.... and also not to be forgotten, those fake money and all sorts of things... it has evolved since last time and now, credit card, passport, air tickets and etc are all available ... the denomination for those fake money has grew larger and larger ... and even some takes the greenbacks as template... hahahah...

above is a 500000000 hell notes dollar... but DO YOU NOTICE THAT... it was written in english as One Thousand Dollar ?? so tell me, is my maths sucks or wat? 500000000= 1000 ??

hahaha i found that in Pasar Malam... and cant resist to take a photo of it...

First, i need your understanding...i yet to know how to roate pictures in iMac... sorry...

i need to translate anyhow...

The advert above stated... Students will get a discount of 15% ANYTIME at Kim GaXy Restourant in Sunway Pyramid... (任何時間，任何時候）tell me if i din get the chinese correct... as in those chinese words are not referring to ANYTIME

bcoz... when question about the discount on one fine weekend nite (being another cheap bastard uni student), the waitress told me that, "Oh, im sorry, we dont have it at weekends" and i was pissed, so i asked why... she replied... "Oh... it says anytime "WHEN THE ADVERT IS UP ON UR TABLE"...

freaking hell... which part of the advert actually says that... i promise... if i graduate and dont find a job in 1 month time, i will file a court order to them man... hahaha



Well, this has nothing much to say.. just a new ambulance that the Civil Defence had equiped them with... its been long since i have waited for new ambulance because frankly speaking... the old wans SUCKS... hahaha... cant disclose much.. ask me for more info

Lastly, this is a picture of ridzki handling the syringe with egg albumin contained inside ready to be injected into a mouse... like this photo, dont exactly know why... but it reli looks good...

ok, that's the end of today's blog... i know i din blog for long... so compensation ok ? hahaha

till then,

roger out

of Holidays

There goes the end of the year, and here comes a brand new year!!!!

Christmas and New year are always refered to as holiday season for no reason.... i guess regardless of which part of the wrold you lives, end of the year are always holiday season. That leads me to conclude that "people trave during the end of the year " and that "tourism sector earns the most at the end of the year" i could be wrong, as i judge by my experince which is so little but yet sufficient.... contracdicting... yes... yes...

Most of the time, holidays are spend with family members... even if u travel, you travel with parents more often... (or is this just another "Asian/Chinese tradition")... but as for me... hmmm... hardly?

So... if you are not well infromed, i come from a very small family... a family that consist of a father , a mother, and an only child.. which so happen to be me (duh~~~)

and thus, i donoe if that's the reason... i dun travel with my family too often... reason being...

1. My ideal of holiday is, travel in groups of about 5-8 but less than 10... so with a family of 3 members... that cant be achieved.

2. Mind you, im from a typical-traditional chinese family, bonds between parents and child are not that strong, it just sometimes feel awakrd.

3. Activities that i could do during travelling are limited... my parents are not young, niether are they aged until they can hardly walk, but just like roller coaseter and stuff like this... they wont be going up on a ride with me anymore... not like those small kid roller coaster they used to bring me to when im young... they could take a ride with me in those but not those that i could still find excictment in....

4. odd numbered family member... most of the time when u travel, it's best it's in pair... so things can be done in pair. like most of the activity required... even not pairs... it's usually even number and not odd number

well if 4 reasons above are not sufficient... i could provide more... butjust not at this moment.

That's why i have hardly travel with my parents since i was in secondary school... frankly speaking, i couldnt even recall the last time we actually travel as a family.. i think it was kuching when i was like 7 / 8 ??? well of coz driving to ipoh, penang johore, singapore... i din count that as travel... i donoe why... mayb they are just too near and most of the time we go there with something official biz to do and along side with travel... (travelling is side dish) also these does not requires passport... yes yes singapore need... but i have stayed in singapore for about 3 years when im young... so singapore to me are just like... erm... going home (feels like) and it doesnt gives me the feeling of travelling...

my dad will be back for CNY and mum has asked to plan a holiday... stil figuring where to go .... i have langkawi in mind... but the tot of wat to do there... just... keep me wanting nothing more...

shall continue to think then....

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