hola

hola~ long time no c ... hahaha

i think the moment i start my break in monash ... is when i stop blogging also rite ?? i suppose so ... well... the new term begin is not when i start blogging again .. ahah that's wierd ..

to jia yee... sorry you have check it often and find nothing in here .. sometimes when i check .. the page starts to display wierd stuff ... all corupted ... and reli messed up ...

and to chiau chun... sorry too ... u r the seocnd one who scolded me ... haha ok .. not scold ... sounded ... haha

to others who juz linked me .. jane .. and mayb sook wai .. thank you ... haha

it's reli late now .. so i will update tml .. hahah .. lazy me .. ciaoz ...

holiday

Oh yeah ! it's holiday .. so what ???

i've not been spending the time well... wat can i do... ?
my sleeping time has been alter that it now suits the Northern Hemisphere!!! Sleeping everyday at 3am (+8 GMT - Malaysia Time) waking up at 12 or sumtimes later... going out and spending money like no body's biz .. Holy! that's a life of a junk !!! and i;m the junk !!

End of 1st semester in uni

oh yeah ... finally a semester has come to an end ... well .. that's not for sure ... it will all depends on the result i'll be getting in a month time to determine if i concluded my first semester...

many things had happen through out this exam period of mine...
To start of with the list... the first thing will reli be the MOOD of exam ...
i dun feel anything at all even when exam draw nears .. literally ... like the next day is exam .. i still dun feel the tension in atmosphere or within myself... i'm on my way to rectified the causes of this UNETHICAL behaviour... hahaha

well the second thing that comes up to me is anohter major thing for me for the coming 4 months holiday .. is my escape to taiwan!! amonth of escape was canceled due to some unforseen circumtanses... (the trip was full but was informed last minute)... well anyway .. it means that i'll have to replan myself ... a 4 month plan is not that ez .. esp when u r spending time... mayb i'll try to improve my skill in first aiding...

well the next best thing will be my love life... progessing kinda fast b4 this .. but now is giving a PAUSE sign.. ( for bio student.. cdks was not bind to cyclin that's y it doesnt activate the MPF... ok enuff of crap..hahah juz had bio today) well ... i'll have to sort all out by myself without help of others... It is my problem afterall who can help better thanmyself?? well sometimes some idea might juz lead my way .. not to say i'm a person who do not interact with the external envirmoent.. (Managment student ... it's an OPEN SYSTEM!!)

i still go for my stand by duty as usual... eventhough exam is going on... (well sundays are not exam day afterall) and i had my first mangsa ... had thing about it few times... it was an old malay lady preparing food for the preparation of puasa.. she somehow fell down in the kitchen... the family onli called after 50 minutes ... it took the ambulans 20 minutes to reach the place.. when we were there ... one of my team mate check for pulse but was reutrn with a negative result... as we are not doctors ... we cant say that she's dead so we sent her off to hospital..

wat i think of from this case is that the ethical issue behind a first aider... we arent suppose to pick up a body ( dead ppl) and are suppose to hand over topolice... if we were to sent her to hospital... we will have to continuously carry out CPR the try and save her .. but no one did... i'm one of them ... i didnt knwo the procedures b4 .. but even if i knew .. will i carry out ?? second thing is i'm worried about my grandma... wat if she;s preparing breakfast early in the morning and accidentally juz sliped...(touchwood!!! Knowing granny always like to wake up early) i will have to advise her to sleep more or stay in room... the malay lady was lucky someone found her and family had seen her last time.. not everyone get so lucky...

some coincident in this was this case was 2 days after the death of the Prime Minister's wife .. Datin Seri Endon ... and the malay lady's name was Endon Bt Abdullah... well *pray*

think that shoudl be for now ... interview tml for KLCC pc fair job .. that is gonna held on dec 2 3 n 4 ..

till then
jason ..

独立

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独立

低沉而有磁性
这专属你的声音
我重复听了又听

摄氏24度
雨后微凉的天气
我正在想你

你说很喜欢我们一起的时间
只是希望我独立一点
既然是你的意愿
我可以学着改变一点

放弃依赖掌握独立
学着完成每一件事情
在黑暗时不哭泣
让坚强慢慢靠近

独立
我却没想到
这是你放弃我
的理由

深夜

深夜
坐在电脑前的我
发现今天不是好的一天

很多不愉快的事都一起在今天发生

主要的还是觉得我在自己的个人成长中不但没有任何的进展，反而出现了后退。。。

我真的须花点心思和时间来重心重组重组一番方可见人。

Pengumuman Penting

Dukacitanya dimaklumkan bahawa Isteri Perdana Menteri Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, Datin Seri Endon Mahmood meninggal dunia di kediaman rasminya Seri Perdana di Putrajaya jam 7.55 pagi ini setelah beberapa tahun bertarung dengan kanser payu dara.

Semoga roh Allahyarham dicucuri rahmat.

On leave...

i'll be onleave for sometime .. finals are on the way and yet i'm not studying yet .. wat kind of shit am i ??doneo ... haha .. will update when i'm free after finals .. adiaos...