Monday, April 06, 2009

才知道 你脸上的微笑 
不是幸福代表 
是种不自在的礼貌

才知道 感情已经动摇 
我一直被误导 
是你还不愿意揭晓

太多小烦恼 怪我们不懂得抛 
太多的问号 答案也都不必找
只换来疲劳 忘了要一起变老

为何要无话可说 才懂沉默比争吵难熬
为何会在恨消失后 爱还是挽回不了
为何要在疼爱的时候 才对我说离开我 
都是为我好


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

逃兵

這條路到底會引導我到甚麼地步, 這是个未知數
步伐一天比一天的沈重, 一天比一天的難走
我到底还能承多久, 也是个未知數
請准許我當个逃兵, 離開這殘酷的世界

逃兵是要被軍法裁制的, 那就用軍法來曾制我吧!

Monday, March 02, 2009

輿世隔離

常常都可以聽說某某人在深山隱居了20年後, 回到現實生活中。。。

難到隱姓埋名,於世隔離真的有那麼容易嗎?

像我在城市里長大的小孩, 擁有著一班要好的朋友和家人, 再加上有个自己滿舒服的空間, 我真的就可以這樣的於世隔離嗎?

時常都可以看到人家在一生中有個轉磊點, 往往人生當中會有某一件事 是可以讓一個人的看法或一生都改變 但是這好像從沒發生過在我身上

難道我還要等到40/50/60/70 歲才會有轉磊點?

這只是我在巴士上突然想到的一些 random stuff...

hahah

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

想家

好想好想回家去 但是現在還不是時候

在想這辦法如何在假期時回去

希望一切順利吧

加油!努力!

Friday, February 20, 2009

First Saturday in Adeliade

I have been here since tuesday and it should be 4-5 days since i reached australia.

Well, honestly, this few days has not been the easiest day of my life as expected. I have experienced it before, back in canada few years back.

Something i should be glad this time is that my urge or going home are not that strong. i wont deny that i felt so bad that i wish to be home right away but well... at least i could still control on that, not like when i was in canada.

I have been here for so many days, other than the childhood fren that came with me, i have not actually met a fren yet... im suppose to have a few frens here but it's either i dun have thier contact or i have and dun dare to find them... im in desperate need to see familiar faces to meet familiar face before i head out to search for new frens and to meet people that are not malaysian or someone i familiar with...

i had became so desperate that at one point i just add a random fren's 2nd degree fren on facebook just becoz she is here and she's studing in flinders.

i reli need to see familiar faces.... sobs

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

16 Feb 2009

Malaysia, i bid you goodbye
My family and my girlfriend yUn, i bid u all good by as well
My dearest frens whom i cherish a lot, i bid you all goodbye as well

as of today, im leaving all these behind and setting foot into the land of kangaroos and crazy hot sun, Australia.

Well, it's not an easy journey from KL to Adelaide, not the physical journey but the mental and emotional journey... but with the support from baby, family and friends, it makes it easier... but stilll not easy...

Wai Chien if u reading this you are not alone in Monash... i experience the almost same thing as u... just that i din put my dirty shirts with detergent into the dryer lah... hahaha

17 Feb 2008

Homesick.

One word says it all... no point explainig further... the feelings are sad depressing...

till then...

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Choices

I have come to realize that there are many choices that we are left to made.

Some, you would have think you made a right choice
Some, you would have think you made a bad choice

But in the end of the day, what determines a bad choice and what determines a right choice? I guess in my humble opinion, it would be a right choice are those outcome that is favourable to you; a bad choice simply just doesnt seems to go the way you want. That is just wat i think.