Ferrari, Porche, Fairlady...

hello again every one !!! i'm back !! sorry for leaving my blog hanging for sometime ... actually if i say i'm not free ... im telling a lie there for sure... i do have time in between of things to update my blog but it's just that i cant get the mood to update or just plain lazy lah ... hahaa

So... a little update of how things had been in my life for the past erm .. 3 weeks ?

1st... exam is finally over (gosh ... that's like long time ago oledi lah ... ) yeah but it was over ... hahaha just in case u guys didnt know...

2nd... i went to a training camp in Jengka, Pahang... the camp was held in Pusat Latihan Pertahanan Awam (PULAPA)... it's a first aid training... but it sorta like recap of wat i've learnt... CPR and Chocking... something extra is the pembalutan of luka.. that's all ... however, it's a very different experience as it's rare that u can sleep, eat, learn and doing everything surrounded by malays (at least i dont usually do that) ... in the camp, there were 3 courses running at the same time, there are Asas Bencana(Disaster Managment Basic), First Aid ( the name speaks it all...) and Penyelamat Teknikal(techinical life saving such as saving ppl in the jungle, down the cliff and so on)... so did i say that i was in first aid? nvm now i'm telling u i was in the first aid course... all 3 courses together there are 101 ppl in the camp out of which no indian and only 4 chinese... TOTALLY 4 chinese onli... even if u include all the fasilitators and ppl who work in the camp... there are still ONLY 4 chinese there ... 3 other chinese is from the course of Asas bencana while onli me (yes i'm chinese if u arenot aware) from first aid... however, no biggie.. nothing big had happen nor am i being bullied by malay.. thank god.. hahaha instead ... my classmates (first aid) treats me pretty well, mayb i'm the odd one so ... they sort of show MORE intrest in me ...

i went and came back with lorry... those military lorry (ring a bell ??) yeap... first itme experience ... good also ... not bad .. just very hot and the wind very strong ... hhaha so reach there on sunday afternoon... checked in and we stay in sorta rumah panjang with apporx 50 double deckers in one house... no aircond.. fan onli ... and damm lot of wierd wierd flying and non-flying insects (because the area is sorta beside jungle) so sunday was reli nothing to us... sorta free day ... den lesson starts second day .. monday ... and it continue with tuesday ... wake up 5am brush and bathe and everything .. 630 start marching and raise the flags... sing negaraku and our corprate song... den continue marching until 730 go for breakfast den it's class the whole day until nite ... btw.. they serve 6 meals a day !!(and i as thinking i might get thinner when i go camp)...
the 6 meals are
1. Sarapan Pagi ( 0730- 0800)
2. Minum Pagi (1015-1045)
3. Makan Tengah Hari ( 1230-1330)
4. Minum Petang (1600-1630)
5. Makan Malam( 1830-1930) + Rehat until 2100
6. Minum Malam (2300-2330)
after 2100 is class until 2300 den it continue with sleep until 0500 the next day ( not enuff sleep)

so wat's intresting is on wednesday.. where i stimulation was done inside the Pusat Latihan for onli the first aiders, where the senario was a bus was hit by a van... 8 casualties was hurt in the accident, various injuries... it was in the morning while in the afternoon... together with asas bencana , we ride the lorry again to go to a jungle and riverside to have a major sitmulation which will include all the 3 groups of ppl together working on different task on a same disaster... so the disaster was set to be a aeroplane disaster where the plane hit into the forest.. 44 mangsa(someone tell me wat's english for mangsa.. icant think of it now) so again we put in wat we have laern for the past two days into this stimulation, first... the asas bencana ppl will start to asses the situation and give a clear instuction to both penyelamat teknikal and first aid wat is the disaster and stuff we need to know... den penyelamat teknikal will go in and start picking mangsa out... and send to us(the first aider) and we will start doing our job to save thier life... that sitmulation was fun... when it ended... we put everything back in the lorry and we were required to go into the river and start playin and bath ther (not reli bath.. but main main lah) in our uniform ... so all of us was all wet when we got back... including my boots pants and everything ... so the next day i have to wear that boot to go markching and everything ...

the next day, is practical test... i've done well... i was the fastest to do the pembalutan... hehehe... and the last day is written test.. i think i screwed it .. forgot alot of my malay and din quite remember the facts hahaha ... but it concluded... hhaha

now wat was i to say about the 3rd thing ...
ok... so the 3rd thing sorta happen long b4 ... during exam period but i wonder if i've said it ...
i finally got a clear rejection from her... so i guess i've get over her in some very short time... i was reli sad but ... i asked for it .. i sendiri cari pasal ... and afterall all these while i've been clapping with a side of my hand onli ... so... i have to move on...

have u ever been to store... see something like a clock or a car... which cost like millions of dollar where at this moment u like it so so so much but u just cant afford it ... and u have to let it go ? walk pass and u might tell urself "one day i when i ot rich i will come back and buy U"

so wat if u reli got rich and came back to the same stall or shop... 2 scenario
1. the thing u liked so much no longer there...
2. u can afford that thing but do u still wan it ... or u go for the more expensive wan which u could also afford...

will u still get the same thing ? i donoe because i have got rich .. hahaha but i say these for a reason .. to apply into my case...

now may mei is liek a thing that i cant afford... so i just walk pass... and i might say i might get u some day in my life ... but just not now .. or mayb never... i've learnt my lesson ... who knows wat will happen when i grew old and reli face the 2 scenario ... who knows wat will happen at that moment... i but or dun buy or itwasnt there anymore ... so ... i'm not gonna think of future first... settle wats in front of me now ... and get on with the life... mayb i might find another thing that i could afford and at the same time ... i love it so much .. rite ? and not save the money up and find that in the future i dun like the original thing or the thing was sold just becoz at that moment i cant afford...

so i think that's all for now ...

update some other time...

p.s: i finally finish p.s. i love u which i borrowed ssince like god knows when from sookwai ... hahaha ...