Long Hiatus

it was a long hiatus .... not that long . but the past few weeks feels like forever for me ... almost everyday is filled up with stuff to do to finish ... somehow i have something at anytime of the day ... either work ... or fun ... but the former is more common... let juz leave the assigments aside as this is no longer the frist time i complained i have no life and my life is onli about assingment and calsses....

so im finally 20... so wat ? im old yeah i know ... 20 is reli something ...a big leap ... a giant one... well this yr's bday celebration is a bit differnt becoz is not like i spend the whole day out celebrating .. infact.. half of my day was being hooked up in some very stupid duty.... but im cool with it ... becoz i know somehow someday ... bday will b juz another ordianry day ... hahaha

something else i wan to touch on ... wat's wrong with guys and strawberries ?? is there a prob ? y am i being refered as sisi when i say i like stawrberries ice cream drink and smell ??? i have to be a girl to liek taht ?? i like sour things in general okey ...

Why do we fear ? why are we fear of speaking something ? that's becoz we do not have enuff insight of wat we fear of... so to me ... dying is juz an end to a cycle ... so... i speak of DEATH liek my fren .. but often my fren cant accept it ... haha i know it;s hard to accept lah .. but for me .. im okey .. becoz i understand it ... so .. i dun fear it .. so i speak of it ...

lots of randomness above rite ... hahaha here comes something i wan to tok about ...

today is my first day i went to a convo... a local public university convo... it's reli reli reli cool ~~ i love it ... Today is Bao Wei's Big day .. the day he walks out the dewan tunku chancellor holding his scroll (empty wan... later onli get... hahha) ... well i donoe y .. i feels good to see frenz walking out ... even if that's not u ... u felt the joy ...
since this is my first time ... im reli happy to see this kind of situation ... its almost same as wat we usally see in tv or movie... ppl toasting grads ... throwing of the grad hat i doneo wat it call tell me if anyone know ... hahaha cheerin ...lots of ppl ... and the most improtant wan ... the convo is liek a grand thing ... i wonder if that will happen to me one day or not ... becoz i wonder how may ppl will grad with me at monash malaysia ... most of them will leave to aust... and i wonder if i will grad on time ... with all my other frenz...
well my point is ... UM convo is reli reli wat im hoping for ... it proves to me that wat we see in movies... it is actually a practice here to.. it's for real .. not juz some fiction ... hahaha

i shall go now ... it's late... first time i finish report so fast... tml class ealry ... so ... till i blog again ... love, jason