What is your opinion on life ? something that;s so important that you will on sacrify when your 1 life can save more than 10 other ppl ? or something so precious that only god has the right to give and take it from you ?? There is, for sure, many differnt kind of defination to the word "life" ohter than those who is black and white wirtten on dictionaries ... some is effected by the culture, some religion and also own experince...
recently, 2 relatives left in my mother side extended family... eventhought i'm not close to them... but they are my mother's close, well consider close enough relatives... one of which is her cousin, and another just today... the father of the cousin..
right after the chinese new year, my mum's cousin passed on due to infection... an infection that until today,unknown. He was a doctor, a missionary doctor who follows a group of charity to start helping to dignose ppl that cant afford to see a doctor... mayb that's where he got the infection... this infection is dangerous... it's spread by wind ... not onli by droplets... however, there's no cure or even the striant of virus that infected him was known... His pass on has been a sad one because even by giving up this life... he cant safe more life... not to say it;s a must.. but just i think even him heself feels disappointed....
i wasnt very close to him... mayb met him a few times... but i dun recall any conversation with him...
wat comes like about a month after that ... is the death of the father which juz happen thursday ... and went on with the cremation today... this is reli a surprise to me ... and it's reli sad for the family... first the lose a child... the eldest child... now the father.. worst is that the mother is also admited into hospital right after teh deathof her husband.. she has mental illness even b4 the death of her child... and now... she's so ill that she needs to be put into hospital ... she's diabetic too... haihz...
back to the father... not long after the death of his child ... my grandfather (brohter to the father) came to us and seek for help... the fahter is looking for money to cure his illness.. his own illness.. something regarding the back... he has a land to sell(forget to mention... he's the eldest brother of the family... has a group of company... family biz... quite wealthy...) in order to get the cash to cure him... and he made an appointment on thursday to carry out the operation... unfortunely... he cant wait till the operation... and passed on...
the key is ... a very deep secret that i juz found today is that he wasnt dead on natural causes or becoz of the illness... becoz of somethings else... well that reli came to me, shocking..!!
and from that... now i have a differnt view on life...
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whoa....finally i see some updates.....
it's amazing how something or someone not that close to you can affect how you view and treat your life.
p/s:did i hint that you should update your blog?too long ago ...forget liao
haha ... well... anything that happens around you can affect how you think wan mah ... yeah u did hint me to update blog ..
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