Hah... so mayb i should be giving myself a break ... ( yea rite .. i had alot of it ... y am i still askign for BReaks....) gosh.. i'm so ... "wasted." wasted not reli the word... coz it should mean that i;m drunk rite .. but i;m not... okey mayb i'll intoxicated... toxicated by my biz stats... hahaha ... and other subject...
exams are near .. and i'm far from able to take test... haih ... y y y .. !!!
nvm .. i juz wan to crap a little here.. and to inform that i should not be able to blog for sometime .. unless something excites me or i find something intresting hahaha ...
Testing for putting secret.. hahah let me know if u see this stupid line ... hahah
angels come to me now...
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Saturday, May 20, 2006
迁就
好像在不久前发现了一些新的东西。。。 原来自从我从加拿大回来后，很多人都好像在迁就我。。有这样的事吗？Ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ 我觉得，使在我身上的期望好像减少了。。也非常多人在顺服我， 任由我独一霸行。。 这样好吗？
一方面的我，会觉得这样非常的好。。而我也活在这样的生活里已有一年半了，才发现到这样的一件事。。。。
我觉得。。这一切，需要停止了。。我不能要全世界来顺我一人。。。 反而。。 我应该自我检讨，从自己变起，来面对这世界。 而不是要这世界变，来迁就我。。。
在另一起事件，我不知道为什么，我被我的同班同学给弄生气了。。 原因？我也很好奇，使他一时想不开还是什么。。就应为我再说她和她的男朋友。。他就要生我的气? 那未免太小孩子气了吧！还是我太过分了？有这可能性存在，但我也不排除说是她过敏了。。。她一向来做事， 我都看不顺眼。。 但也忍气吞声了很久。。。 他做事。。一定要她所想得一样。。。有她的规则， 不可以不一样， 稍稍的变通也不可以。。还有几次， 我先把功课给作完。。当然，如果说可以帮到同学，我一定异不容词的让你过目，让你参考，把振份功课传给你，但是，当成级派回来时， 她高分过我，这我也可以接受， 不可以接受的事，他竟然说我没帮到她， 她妈的。。已从那几次的事件后， 我一直都在找理由，躲避他问我，叫我把功课给她，偶尔还是会给她一两次。。。 但是。。。 我已无法忍受了。。。
＊打这份文章。。好辛苦哦。。。下次还是用会英文吧。。如果不是避免不必要的纠纷。。我才懒得打中文呢。。哈哈哈＊
是否男人都不可以在这些事上做什么。。。 是不是一定要大方让她呢？好难哦！！天啊！尝试尝试吧！haihz...
一方面的我，会觉得这样非常的好。。而我也活在这样的生活里已有一年半了，才发现到这样的一件事。。。。
我觉得。。这一切，需要停止了。。我不能要全世界来顺我一人。。。 反而。。 我应该自我检讨，从自己变起，来面对这世界。 而不是要这世界变，来迁就我。。。
在另一起事件，我不知道为什么，我被我的同班同学给弄生气了。。 原因？我也很好奇，使他一时想不开还是什么。。就应为我再说她和她的男朋友。。他就要生我的气? 那未免太小孩子气了吧！还是我太过分了？有这可能性存在，但我也不排除说是她过敏了。。。她一向来做事， 我都看不顺眼。。 但也忍气吞声了很久。。。 他做事。。一定要她所想得一样。。。有她的规则， 不可以不一样， 稍稍的变通也不可以。。还有几次， 我先把功课给作完。。当然，如果说可以帮到同学，我一定异不容词的让你过目，让你参考，把振份功课传给你，但是，当成级派回来时， 她高分过我，这我也可以接受， 不可以接受的事，他竟然说我没帮到她， 她妈的。。已从那几次的事件后， 我一直都在找理由，躲避他问我，叫我把功课给她，偶尔还是会给她一两次。。。 但是。。。 我已无法忍受了。。。
＊打这份文章。。好辛苦哦。。。下次还是用会英文吧。。如果不是避免不必要的纠纷。。我才懒得打中文呢。。哈哈哈＊
是否男人都不可以在这些事上做什么。。。 是不是一定要大方让她呢？好难哦！！天啊！尝试尝试吧！haihz...
On Friday afternoon... (hmm y sounds so former... haha) ok ok ... after all our assigment was done... me and my class mate together with ellie and addy went to hartamas for fondue... hahaha sookie have been craving for it.. and somehow i dun remmeber y i promised to bring her there ... somehow .. hahaah .. let the picture say something ... oh yeah .. the fondue was awesome... but it's not enuff for u to dip!!! we didnt know until when our liquidfied cheese was running out.. then onli we save on the cheese dip hahaha
here you go ~
*p.s. Pictures shown below are not in order and it's courtesy of Joanne and Sook Wai taken by thier T5 and Lumix FX7*
EEeeeYer.. Jocelyn~~~ hahaha
Tim, jane and me ... sharing SET 7... quote jane"wooooo.. i cant wait... CHEEEESSSEEEEEEE"
Wooo.. "Fondue is being SERVED"
(L-R) Rachel, Ducky Quek, Joanne and Me !!! y rachel so happy wan ... ??? hahha
The Pinkies... hahaha
Up (L-R) Me and Sookie
Below (L-R) Jane, Ellie, Addy
Observed this and the picture below...
there you go.. did you see that when everyone is NOT looking at the camera... rachel is looing toward the camera ... but when everyone is looking .. she look elsewhere... to another camera... hahaha ... bagus ! hahah
Group Photo... haha.. where the rest of it ?
Ellie + Addy
Ellie+Addy+SookWai
Chocolate Fondue ~~~
Something that tags along with chocolate fondue... Mashmellows .... does it goes perfectly with chesse also ?? *wonder*
Cheese Fondue - Set 6!!!
SookWai and I
Poser Tim and Poser Jason
Poser Ellie and Poser Addy
When Camera-holic meets Papparazzi... Caught in Act ! haha
Jane and Ellie...
(L-R) Rachel, Joanne, Quek, SookWai, Ja-Ne
A better group picture of the "PINKs"
after that... the guys(tim and I) did something "suffering" they have to go shopping for cloths with the girls.. wat to do we are outnumbered and we are NICE!!! hahaha
here you go ~
*p.s. Pictures shown below are not in order and it's courtesy of Joanne and Sook Wai taken by thier T5 and Lumix FX7*
EEeeeYer.. Jocelyn~~~ hahaha
Tim, jane and me ... sharing SET 7... quote jane"wooooo.. i cant wait... CHEEEESSSEEEEEEE"
Wooo.. "Fondue is being SERVED"
(L-R) Rachel, Ducky Quek, Joanne and Me !!! y rachel so happy wan ... ??? hahha
The Pinkies... hahaha
Up (L-R) Me and Sookie
Below (L-R) Jane, Ellie, Addy
Observed this and the picture below...
there you go.. did you see that when everyone is NOT looking at the camera... rachel is looing toward the camera ... but when everyone is looking .. she look elsewhere... to another camera... hahaha ... bagus ! hahah
Group Photo... haha.. where the rest of it ?
Ellie + Addy
Ellie+Addy+SookWai
Chocolate Fondue ~~~
Something that tags along with chocolate fondue... Mashmellows .... does it goes perfectly with chesse also ?? *wonder*
Cheese Fondue - Set 6!!!
SookWai and I
Poser Tim and Poser Jason
Poser Ellie and Poser Addy
When Camera-holic meets Papparazzi... Caught in Act ! haha
Jane and Ellie...
(L-R) Rachel, Joanne, Quek, SookWai, Ja-Ne
A better group picture of the "PINKs"
after that... the guys(tim and I) did something "suffering" they have to go shopping for cloths with the girls.. wat to do we are outnumbered and we are NICE!!! hahaha
Sunday, May 14, 2006
oh yea... i forgotten ... about funeral... chinese funeral are ... COMPLICATED ... so many things to do... i donoe .. chinese funeral as in taoism funeral lah ... it's reli complicated... buddish wan also close to that .. i suppose... never been to one yet ... but when i die .. i wish i could be settle fast and careless... no need to be so complicated... malay funeral will be the best! die-"bungkus"-pray for awhile-masuk tanah...nice fast effective ... excellent ...
i went back to my fren's dad funeral again today .. to pay the final respect... i cant lie .. but i hate it.. I HATE IT SO MUCH ... i hate to see how my fren suffer the lost... i cant bare to see his expression ... and i blame myself because i cant do anything ... i cant even walk near to comfort him... there were praying session going on ... and many things he take care of... during and after the funeral... well.. my fren and i was pallnign to wait for my fren after the funeral.. after his father is buried ... but he was too bz and at nite he wants to cool down .. well.. we decided that we need to bring him out often for the next feew months ... keeping track of him ... and mayb that's the least we could do ... i just hope he cant pick up fast... no need to be on the spot .. but over a period of time... a short period of time...
tiong hoe.. stand strong... you are with us... we have our feet, standing stong in the soil as root for you... u will be growing tree and we will be holding u together as we all grow together... STRONG my fren ...
tiong hoe.. stand strong... you are with us... we have our feet, standing stong in the soil as root for you... u will be growing tree and we will be holding u together as we all grow together... STRONG my fren ...
Friday, May 12, 2006
phew..a bz week... basically.. it was indeed a buzy week... Bio Partial Lab report due tuesday ... Chem full repot(this is one hell crazzy report..16pages... damm...) BTH essay... 1500 words... ETW assigment... BTH Assingmetn... whew... onli the name of it is crazy enuff .. hahaa ... well still i managed to go over it ... next week is gonna be another bz week... dowan to mention the workload first... i dowan to reimnd myself first... well... the week was then became grey when i received a message from a fren ... saying that a dad of my fren pass away ...
going to funeral has been my "passtime" this yr... there's been 3 funeral up to this month... and they are getting closer to me .. from my mum's cousin to my mum's uncle den my fren's dad... on top of that... rachel's granma... i'm over-filled with news of ppl departing this world... y?
till now .. i still think that this yr is not a good year... everything bad seems to happen...
i went to see my fren and pay respect to his father this afternoon... when i tok to him.. he eyes were filled with tears... just that mayb he does wan the tears to drop... he was sustaining them... i could tell... i knew him since young first memory was std 5... but i think i knew him b4 that.. we got closer during form 4... and i know the dad since young also ... he alwasy comes to school to pick up my fren... his dad is a nice person ... he treat his son's fren like frenz ... he's a good person .. but y sad things keep happening .. i doneo wat i could do to help.. i reli donoe .. i;m bad at this ... i'm lousy in console and evething ... i can even say a line that is comforting ... now i see him suffer the pain of losing a father ... and i cant help .. haihz...
i keep blaming myself... i need to know ... i reli need to know wat could i do in this world .. wat part i can play in this world .. to make everyone happy... ppl alawys say ... i wanto become a doctor... so i can save more ppl... but how much can a doctor do ? ppl will still eventually leave this world... so i think .. the best way is that making everyone's life worth it as they are alive is mroe imporatnt ... keeping a person alive longer... that's second ... because if ur life is not happy... there's no point living on(twinbuzz...u r not subjected into this category plz... i dun think u r ...)..(that is for ppl that's sick... counting everysecond to the end ofthier life,... ) that's my argument... i'm sure alot ppl against it ... and if that happens to me *touchwood* i;m not sure if i could do the same... if that was your father .. u will definaetly want him to live longer ... and suffer the pain rite... i would now argue that living happy life is better but when it comes to me .. i might reli like to buy sometime instead of ending the suffering .. i doneo ... i cant say it coz i've never been into this situation ...
hiahz.. i'm drowing in my sorrows ... so ... this is another sad post... i doneo y this year has been like this... I WAN TO WORLD TO BE BETTER ... btu wat am i doing to change it ? nothing ? i suck ...
going to funeral has been my "passtime" this yr... there's been 3 funeral up to this month... and they are getting closer to me .. from my mum's cousin to my mum's uncle den my fren's dad... on top of that... rachel's granma... i'm over-filled with news of ppl departing this world... y?
till now .. i still think that this yr is not a good year... everything bad seems to happen...
i went to see my fren and pay respect to his father this afternoon... when i tok to him.. he eyes were filled with tears... just that mayb he does wan the tears to drop... he was sustaining them... i could tell... i knew him since young first memory was std 5... but i think i knew him b4 that.. we got closer during form 4... and i know the dad since young also ... he alwasy comes to school to pick up my fren... his dad is a nice person ... he treat his son's fren like frenz ... he's a good person .. but y sad things keep happening .. i doneo wat i could do to help.. i reli donoe .. i;m bad at this ... i'm lousy in console and evething ... i can even say a line that is comforting ... now i see him suffer the pain of losing a father ... and i cant help .. haihz...
i keep blaming myself... i need to know ... i reli need to know wat could i do in this world .. wat part i can play in this world .. to make everyone happy... ppl alawys say ... i wanto become a doctor... so i can save more ppl... but how much can a doctor do ? ppl will still eventually leave this world... so i think .. the best way is that making everyone's life worth it as they are alive is mroe imporatnt ... keeping a person alive longer... that's second ... because if ur life is not happy... there's no point living on(twinbuzz...u r not subjected into this category plz... i dun think u r ...)..(that is for ppl that's sick... counting everysecond to the end ofthier life,... ) that's my argument... i'm sure alot ppl against it ... and if that happens to me *touchwood* i;m not sure if i could do the same... if that was your father .. u will definaetly want him to live longer ... and suffer the pain rite... i would now argue that living happy life is better but when it comes to me .. i might reli like to buy sometime instead of ending the suffering .. i doneo ... i cant say it coz i've never been into this situation ...
hiahz.. i'm drowing in my sorrows ... so ... this is another sad post... i doneo y this year has been like this... I WAN TO WORLD TO BE BETTER ... btu wat am i doing to change it ? nothing ? i suck ...
Monday, May 08, 2006
Friday, May 05, 2006
story from...
The following story of toad dissection lab was Courtesy of twinbuzz..www.dreamangels.blogdrive.com
The rat dissection went quite alright with a few girls standing as far away as possible. But, I must say that the cane toad dissection was really just disgusting. It's cold and slimy. The interesting event, which I didn't see [and thank goodness for that] was the fact that Jocelyn's toad "came back to life" after she had cut it open. It definitely scared a lot of students, although we were warned that something like that could happen before the lab session began. So, as much as it was damn disgusting, it was also rather fascinating to observe the inner parts of the mamalia and vertebrae. Now, the un-fun part is the report and drawings of the diagrams. Besides that, it was a memorable lab. Yes, we, science students and sick, and have no sympathy towards animals. Now, that's where you would be wrong. We are still human, and we feel sorry that these animals have been sacrificed.
The rat dissection went quite alright with a few girls standing as far away as possible. But, I must say that the cane toad dissection was really just disgusting. It's cold and slimy. The interesting event, which I didn't see [and thank goodness for that] was the fact that Jocelyn's toad "came back to life" after she had cut it open. It definitely scared a lot of students, although we were warned that something like that could happen before the lab session began. So, as much as it was damn disgusting, it was also rather fascinating to observe the inner parts of the mamalia and vertebrae. Now, the un-fun part is the report and drawings of the diagrams. Besides that, it was a memorable lab. Yes, we, science students and sick, and have no sympathy towards animals. Now, that's where you would be wrong. We are still human, and we feel sorry that these animals have been sacrificed.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Bufo marinus
Before the commerece of anything... as shout out to my darling "wife"(Plastic... need her to migrate.. no choice) hahah HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! good things will start falling together for you!
After the rat dissection and also the report of it... it came the lab session that we have it every tuesday... phew... the report wasnt easy...esp when drawing diagram... crap.. darn hard... i was juz hoping that i'm 10% as good as leonardo da vinci... so i can draw hahaha ... but this also help me to come out with a stupid idea ... tracing rite from my computer screen... hahah i know it sounds stupid... but it works... haihz... it might bring long term damage to my comp... dun care lah ... hahaha
oh oh ... so i was totally drifted away by my report... btu this is not the maini reseaon i write this post... this post is educational.... here you go ... the warning again ... haha
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aight... the frog... haha... scientific name, Bufo Marinus... common name... list of it... toad, frog, and also TIN KAI!!! Tin Kai(Ayam Sawah, Paddy Field Chicken) is a delicacy of chinese ... or mayb juz malaysian chinese... i donoe bout that... but i ate b4 (not gonnaeat anymore... anytime soon...) it is cooked... with wat u gonna see below... haha ... our group got xiuQi very brave ... she did one ... and other frog in our group was disected by timothy as usual.. at first i was thinking if i could do it... den Jane's group ( group of 4 girls) didnt dare to do.. and invited me to do for them... den.. after thinking for a while .. i DID for them!! haha
reminder: you could see the following dissection very often in pasar malam or even pasar tani or pasar besar... so it's nothing not common haha...
ok ok ... let's see the pictures~~ ( i prefer the rats... the are cuter!!)*drum roll*
2 tubs of toads...whao...geli~
Focusing on ONE bucket
THE PICTURE BELOW VOTED PICTURE OF THE YEAR
This picture shows show geli it was to a girl like GWEN.. haha look at her expression... super cute... hahah she looks cuter when she's scared hahaha
Frog lying there...
Lab assistant... getting the frog out of the bucket and lie it on the paraffin wax!
Better look on ppl who tried to faint them for our experiment..and notice yanyan at the back ?? smile and getting her gloves on... happily... she seems like she's gonna LOVE it..haha
Hands On!! On your mark, Get Set....
Go!! I was behind thinking "Can i reli do this??" haha... the answer... CAN WOR.. haha
Checking the tongue
Checking the leg... it has.. erm wat u call?? i donoe .. but is similar to duck's feet ... it helps for swimming in water
With arms withd open... opps... that;s not arms... that's the legs... checking anus...
Last anterior look...
Livers!! 3 lobes liver... human's liver is 2 lobes... dun mistaken it as 3 livers...
Woo.. getting nasty.. and bloody...
Interior of frog no comment
Closer Look
Something was removed?
Notice the nerves that connects to the skin of a frog??
My back!! hahah Me cutting on frog
Sook Wai took without letting me know... unvieling the evil side of me.. hahaha or was it scientific side of it?
Skin removed ... not so geli liao... but now... this is wat u always eat.. in restuarant ... tin kai... hahahah
Me...cutting of a pouch that connects to the Big and small intestine... but donoe wat it is...
Conclusion... it's SHIT PACKET...it contains lots and lots of shit...
Tim's Frog... no blood ... PRO MAN... hhaha
Whao... Major discovery?
Nah~ it's the nerves... major discovery also.. but a mojor discovery that was discovered by me few minutes beofre him... too bad... hahaha
Haha... so that's all for this lab ... btw.. mayb i will post sookie's post on the dissection if she got post anything lah ... quite lazy to write ...
Objective of the lab was to check out the nervous system and the digestive system... no reproduction was involved...
sign out... Jason... 5.35PM
After the rat dissection and also the report of it... it came the lab session that we have it every tuesday... phew... the report wasnt easy...esp when drawing diagram... crap.. darn hard... i was juz hoping that i'm 10% as good as leonardo da vinci... so i can draw hahaha ... but this also help me to come out with a stupid idea ... tracing rite from my computer screen... hahah i know it sounds stupid... but it works... haihz... it might bring long term damage to my comp... dun care lah ... hahaha
oh oh ... so i was totally drifted away by my report... btu this is not the maini reseaon i write this post... this post is educational.... here you go ... the warning again ... haha
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--------------------------Warning!!! The Content You are about to see may be offensive to some people. You must be able to take it to view it. Children under the age of 18 are required to have parents guidance when viewing the following blog post. If you are offended by and or if you cannot legally view this type of material where you reside, PLEASE EXIT NOW!
aight... the frog... haha... scientific name, Bufo Marinus... common name... list of it... toad, frog, and also TIN KAI!!! Tin Kai(Ayam Sawah, Paddy Field Chicken) is a delicacy of chinese ... or mayb juz malaysian chinese... i donoe bout that... but i ate b4 (not gonnaeat anymore... anytime soon...) it is cooked... with wat u gonna see below... haha ... our group got xiuQi very brave ... she did one ... and other frog in our group was disected by timothy as usual.. at first i was thinking if i could do it... den Jane's group ( group of 4 girls) didnt dare to do.. and invited me to do for them... den.. after thinking for a while .. i DID for them!! haha
reminder: you could see the following dissection very often in pasar malam or even pasar tani or pasar besar... so it's nothing not common haha...
ok ok ... let's see the pictures~~ ( i prefer the rats... the are cuter!!)*drum roll*
2 tubs of toads...whao...geli~
Focusing on ONE bucket
THE PICTURE BELOW VOTED PICTURE OF THE YEAR
This picture shows show geli it was to a girl like GWEN.. haha look at her expression... super cute... hahah she looks cuter when she's scared hahaha
Frog lying there...
Lab assistant... getting the frog out of the bucket and lie it on the paraffin wax!
Better look on ppl who tried to faint them for our experiment..and notice yanyan at the back ?? smile and getting her gloves on... happily... she seems like she's gonna LOVE it..haha
Hands On!! On your mark, Get Set....
Go!! I was behind thinking "Can i reli do this??" haha... the answer... CAN WOR.. haha
Checking the tongue
Checking the leg... it has.. erm wat u call?? i donoe .. but is similar to duck's feet ... it helps for swimming in water
With arms withd open... opps... that;s not arms... that's the legs... checking anus...
Last anterior look...
Livers!! 3 lobes liver... human's liver is 2 lobes... dun mistaken it as 3 livers...
Woo.. getting nasty.. and bloody...
Interior of frog no comment
Closer Look
Something was removed?
Notice the nerves that connects to the skin of a frog??
My back!! hahah Me cutting on frog
Sook Wai took without letting me know... unvieling the evil side of me.. hahaha or was it scientific side of it?
Skin removed ... not so geli liao... but now... this is wat u always eat.. in restuarant ... tin kai... hahahah
Me...cutting of a pouch that connects to the Big and small intestine... but donoe wat it is...
Conclusion... it's SHIT PACKET...it contains lots and lots of shit...
Tim's Frog... no blood ... PRO MAN... hhaha
Whao... Major discovery?
Nah~ it's the nerves... major discovery also.. but a mojor discovery that was discovered by me few minutes beofre him... too bad... hahaha
Haha... so that's all for this lab ... btw.. mayb i will post sookie's post on the dissection if she got post anything lah ... quite lazy to write ...
Objective of the lab was to check out the nervous system and the digestive system... no reproduction was involved...
sign out... Jason... 5.35PM
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