something shcoking on the paper today...
a man was killed by a helicopter rotor blade because he was there to make sure the door of the helicopter is secured for the primary school pupils inside the helicopter. it was a good deed for the man... but why he ended up like this ??

i cant stop myself but to be superstitious now...it true... statistics show that this yr is not a good year ... how many ppl that i know departed .. how many of them were admitted into hospital.. ICU in particular...

departed ones are the cousin of my mum, my granduncle SW's granduncle

as for ICU, firstly , LIZA... a girl from brazil i only knew for about 20 days in taiwan ... admitted for brain tumor, second is my ex team mate in student council, Krishant... admitted due to alcohol poisoning and accident for 2 weeks in australia thridly, SW's grandpa ( Hoping he's recover soon)...

that's onli all i could remember for now...

a bad year... let's go back to the news about the helicopter case, when i read it in the morning ... i was reli feeling uneasy ... becoz it brought me back to a case i handled a few weeks back.. in the paper, it stated that the rotor blade hit the head of the man, deteaching it from the body, some of the brain content were splatted ont he floor..

wat remember me was the brain that waas splatted on to the floor... i could still vividly recall that it was a saturday nite... it was 2am , we received a call saying that an accident occured somewhere near the palce i was on duty, so we drove an ambulans and reach there for rescue, i reach there and the first thing i see, a motor cyclist lying on the floor... a pool of blood but i spotted ... i wasnt so much of blood becoz the blood cant be so concentrated and "persipitated"... so ... i assumed it was the brain... he was fatal, dead right on the spot... we cant do anything .. i wasnt scare or did i puke... well... that's the first accident case i got .. and to my surprized i wasnt scare... but today as i reading the news... i reli did feel a bit uneasy ... i donoe y ...

now that i'm having headache.. dunthin i can continue ... i even suspect mysefl to have brain tumor... hopefully it's not... *pray*