Thursday, April 27, 2006

Partner in crime ?

Random question rocks..!!! Y? becoz thru random question... you might find someone that is in the same situation or been thru a series of same thing just like urself...and by that i DONOT mean love(even though love is one of it...when each of u donoe the other feels the same like u... BUT..this is not the case now...)... hahaha ...

It was the second random question, "Did you ever regret coming back from canada??" that hit me...

mayb some of you might not find this question intresting becoz it's often asked if u come back.. until today i still need to answer to that question !!

so..this question bounced to me again... yesteerday... and i replied just like how i did... THE TRUTH...

and the same questions bounced back to her who ask this question ... "why do you come back from singapore..?"

i'm not gonna elebrate on wat we said... all i need to say is that the experience is the same... no matter where we are... we experience the same thing... even place so close to home-singapore... u will experience home-sickness and cultural shock... if you can deal with it at THAT very MOMENT... u can cope for the rest of the time... if you cant... u reli cant...

we both experience the same pressure from family and other ppl.. (ESP: AUNTIES!!!..not being anti-feminie here) one common question ... "why you let go such a good opp??" and it usually follow by.. "IF I WAS YOU... " hahaha ... so if it was you.. can you reli feel wat we are feeling ??

another thing was about "WRONG TIMING".. wrong timing can reli be bad (trust me ... in everything... wrong timing is bad ... esp when u pop "THE" question when u wan to staart a relationship!!!.. haha .. so we concluded that when we were there, the timing is not rite ... and so... everything is so not rite for us AT THAT TIME... we doneo wat could have happen if we stay.. we could be happier or the other way round..
who knows wat will happen lah...

and on top of everything... now that both of us have frenz goign to where we were... so? wat does it imply ?? haha... when we were there.. no one there.. now taht we come back ... den ppl go.. for my case.. in the winter 06 intake... there were 4... yes 4 malaysian went.. the number can be small... but ..it's significant... compare to my time... which i was the only malaysian that went there...

well it was a lesson and a precious experience we had.. so .. that's gonna stay as a good memory.. but still i would like to go back to the place i have not "conquered"... and try to finish my masters degree there... hopefully eveything goes by plan ...

*my first time expressing this matter on my blog.. i've moved a stage higher...*

okey .. again posted in comp la DURING CLASS!!! haha
class ends now.. bye bye ...

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

ever think of a simple gesture could reli change a person's day ?

my simple gesture refers as a touch, a pad on shoulder, pad on head, a kiss, a show of middle finger and the list goes on...

is it reli true that our emotion could be affected by such a small thing ?? yes i do think so ... and does this means that my EQ is fairly low ?? if you agree with me does it imply that ur EQ is equaly as low as mine??

if my words above trigger your anger.... den i assumed that your EQ is below mine hahaha.... no offence...

so wat is all this about ? explain to me !!!

Sunday, April 16, 2006

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Holiday is in another 2 more hours... have been waiting for sometime for this break... well when you have holiday you will look forawrd to class to start... and the other way round, you'll so look forward to holiday when school starts... hahaa ... it's just weird...

when out with sook wai and lili yesterday... it;s been long since i've seen them... something sook wai said was so true... she said.. "it's all because of ONE WORD(LAZY) that ppl will start losing contact" which i think is indeed true... but... is that the only way to maintain a relationship? To be HARDWORKING ?

With the assigment load everyone in university have... is that possible to spear out so many time to meet up with so many frenz...?? well ppl do say ... it's possible when u work it out... nothing is immpossible ... yeah TRUE , again BUT... we would be HARDWORKING to keep in touch with fren and losing touch with out HOMEWORK?

that's a problem of wieghting the pros and cons... you weight it yourself... i cant live without my fren out there.. including YOU! yes... you, who are reading my blog... hahah... but i cant live without graduting here also..... but i swill still meet up with YOU...

now that my college mates are getting lesser in meeting up... i recall my frist sem last yr... we go movie occasionally... lunch together in sp .. fun time... holiday go chilis... all og the good time.. now ... we hardly get all in a gorup to even go for lunch ... haih... sad case... why is that so leh ? i donoe ... if u r kind.. make me see the light..

i think it will be for now first.. as usual .. in CLASS hahaha ...

Thursday, April 06, 2006

it's recovering ... i suppose ...

haha .. wat am i toking ? u'll be blur if u r not getting "live feed" from me ... becoz i din update for about a week after my minor surgery...

my MOS was carried out on monday to remove my wisdom tooth( i was dumb ... so now i;m wat without the wisdom tooth ?? OBTUSE ? hahaha ) the surgery went smoothly, doctor even say she's lucky to get a patient like me ... hahah ... no complication occured during the surgery ~~ ( she lucky or i lucky leh ?? hahha)

however, the whole week i have been dealing with the after-pain ... i cant talk properly ( i do sound funny!!) i can eat properly ... ( porridge for more than 10 meals...) and i look weird... left side of my face was "blotted" hahahah and on top of everything ... THE PAIN hahaha ... so hard to bear it that i rely on constant pain killer... every 8 hours i need to take my pain killer ... ON TIME .. EXcatly 8 hours after the last conssumtion( or eraaalier) ... if not ... i will be in pain again hahaha ...

however, i'm now off the pain killer for about 8 hours dee... and i haven feel the pain yet(touchwood!!) pray that nothing will happen... hahaha

that;s for now first... i'm actually having my class now !!! hahaha but ... i'm ABUSING my comp lab time !!!! hahahaha
ja!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

it's realy a series of unfortunate events

after all the unfortunate events mention on my last post... it follow with two ... quite shocking ones...

when i was happily chatting on msn ready to go sunway pyramid to get my filet-o-fish EXTRA.. my mum came up to me and tell me .. my aunt and uncle was robbed and that another aunt of my found something growing on her throat.. !!!

gosh i was like .. how does this two things related to each other and how does it come to me at the same time ??? they are my family member... so .. after grabbing a fast meal at McD fast food chain... we rush to my grandma house where both my aunt and uncles are at...

we went down for more detailed information...
my uncle and aunt was robbed at 7-11 near thier house in jalan P.P. Narayanan ( formely known as jalan 222) it was 4 in the morning when they juz finish a few dirnks with thier frenz in the coffee shop. my aunt went up the car... and suddenly, 5 motorcycle with ten ppl came... 5 get off the bikes and wat my uncle recall next was helmet knocking on him... saying "ROMPAK (robbing)" immidiately, he lock the car with the remote on his hand. hoping my aunt will be safe in the car... ut my aunt was so naive that she tot my uncle was loking for trouble after a few drink, she get off the car. my uncle was hit so hardly that he finally have to act that he fainted. so he laid on the floor. hoping that they will stop, they did stop hitting, but start looking for the wallet in my uncle pocket. y uncle feel taht someone is looking for wallet and start running again.. hahaha ... as for my aunt, she felt wehn she was running, she was knocked with helmet also, on the head!!! a few times so the robbers press her down and took away her necklace...
that's all i know for wat happens later my uncle reaches the coffee shop again and his fren saw so the roobers fleed...

they went to hospital and did all the nessacary checkups .. thank god they are fine... just some burises here and there... not too much of damage... once more.. thank god...

as for another aunt... she only took the xray and foun there's somethign growing on the thoart about 2cm but its nto dignosed yet becoz doctors left after her xray session ... pray that it;s nothing serios...

and later at nite... i went for duty as usual... i just reach there... haven finish loggin in, cyberjaya have not report to KL main centre to close thier brance ( they usually close small branches at 0000 through walkie talkie sets...) we received a call.. 2 ambulance went to rescue becoz we recieved call regarding 2 cars accident... so i was with 2nd ambulance... we reach there about 5 minutes later... but they were carried by hospital ambulance already... so we went back... however, ambulance one stayed on for awhile to get to know some detail.. when they came back ... we found out that it was serious becoz appreantly one of the car or motorcycle knock on the container trailer... i din get to the scene to see but just by hearing the news... it's schoking enuff... according to police, motorcyclist were racing on the road illegally... so.. that's the end of his life... haih... ~ life... precious...

i'll be going thru my first surgery in another 12 hours from now .. nervous.. but hopefuly it will go on smoothly ...