Thursday, April 27, 2006

Partner in crime ?

Random question rocks..!!! Y? becoz thru random question... you might find someone that is in the same situation or been thru a series of same thing just like urself...and by that i DONOT mean love(even though love is one of it...when each of u donoe the other feels the same like u... BUT..this is not the case now...)... hahaha ...

It was the second random question, "Did you ever regret coming back from canada??" that hit me...

mayb some of you might not find this question intresting becoz it's often asked if u come back.. until today i still need to answer to that question !!

so..this question bounced to me again... yesteerday... and i replied just like how i did... THE TRUTH...

and the same questions bounced back to her who ask this question ... "why do you come back from singapore..?"

i'm not gonna elebrate on wat we said... all i need to say is that the experience is the same... no matter where we are... we experience the same thing... even place so close to home-singapore... u will experience home-sickness and cultural shock... if you can deal with it at THAT very MOMENT... u can cope for the rest of the time... if you cant... u reli cant...

we both experience the same pressure from family and other ppl.. (ESP: AUNTIES!!!..not being anti-feminie here) one common question ... "why you let go such a good opp??" and it usually follow by.. "IF I WAS YOU... " hahaha ... so if it was you.. can you reli feel wat we are feeling ??

another thing was about "WRONG TIMING".. wrong timing can reli be bad (trust me ... in everything... wrong timing is bad ... esp when u pop "THE" question when u wan to staart a relationship!!!.. haha .. so we concluded that when we were there, the timing is not rite ... and so... everything is so not rite for us AT THAT TIME... we doneo wat could have happen if we stay.. we could be happier or the other way round..
who knows wat will happen lah...

and on top of everything... now that both of us have frenz goign to where we were... so? wat does it imply ?? haha... when we were there.. no one there.. now taht we come back ... den ppl go.. for my case.. in the winter 06 intake... there were 4... yes 4 malaysian went.. the number can be small... but ..it's significant... compare to my time... which i was the only malaysian that went there...

well it was a lesson and a precious experience we had.. so .. that's gonna stay as a good memory.. but still i would like to go back to the place i have not "conquered"... and try to finish my masters degree there... hopefully eveything goes by plan ...

*my first time expressing this matter on my blog.. i've moved a stage higher...*

okey .. again posted in comp la DURING CLASS!!! haha
class ends now.. bye bye ...

4 comments:

huixin said...

People like to say 'IF' without thinking from the point where you were standing. If they were you or even me,myself will make they same decision as you did at that time.

You express on this in ur blog means you can let go finally? I would feel glad to hear that!

By the way, you really wanna go back there to do ur master?? Don't you want to come to Nottingham and meet me??Don't worry, cuz tat time i'll be still in Nottingham!!

JasonC said...

hahah i agree... well... i cant let go much of it liao ...

nottningham ?? one thing baout it... iforsee myself failing subjects in monash... so... by the time u wont be there laio ...

chiau chuin said...

whao...
hwa khang shocking post here..never tot you will put it up here in your own blog...
but it seems that you start to get used of the fact and let go...i think it's good.
But tell me how is it nobody notices you using the comp lab for blogging ?and y didn't u get caught?hahaha...curious.
I bet you are glad that you finally able to talk abt this topic....ok till now take care.

JasonC said...

haha.. cc.. i tot so too... but time could reli change alot alotof things... things we dont even know it might happen... yeah .. that's so...

and the comp lab ... hahaha ... all facing lecturer.. i'm the second last row.. no one behind me .. other than my fren beside me know i'm bloggin .. and i know he's msn-ing.. haha .. and afterall who cares if u r bloggin or wat ... onli few ppl from front row listen.. so.. hahaha