Librarian

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~Happy~

ask me y?? well.. i can onli say ... juz plain happiness after staying in PRIMARY school for so many days... haha ...

if i 'm not mistaken .. i did tok about the librarian in my school that is cute ... well .. cute as in her way of speaking .. she had some diffulcuty in toking .. i think is her touge too long or somethinglike that ...

and all these while i hef been in library reading my books whenever i got a free period ...
all these was becoz of 2 reason ..
1. I wan to keep away from other job that i donot hef to do ... if any teeacher c u r so free ... reading novel .. they will think that u hef nothig better to do and set u to do something else ... so to aviod that ... i always sty in da library ...
2. to get close to this librarian .. haha ...

well .. it seems like my hard work is paying ... haha ... SHE TOK TO ME TODAY ... she started off a convo wif me .. it's kinda lame ... haha

the convo started off like this :-
LIB ( the Librarian .. dmam .. i still have got her name .. gonna intro myself tml ...)
ME ( of coz me ..)

LIB: the students always call me aunty ... haha ..
ME :haha .. u not old also .. but anyway .. is a nice name for u .. haha
LIB: den i call u uncle also lah .. haha
ME : den u r uncle's aunty mah older .. haha...

-n- i went off ..

came back the last period .. my free period ..

LIB: Uncle ..
ME : yes, Aunty ..
LIB: how old actually are you?
ME : not very old .. 18 turining 19 ...
LIB: oh me also very young onli .. 16 ...
ME : yeah rite ... hahaa
series of lame joke continued lah ... lazy to type .. too long ..

den later we tok about her studies .. she graduated from STPM lassalle last yr .. so she's bascially a yr older than me ... and SHE's going NTU for Biological Science wth .. wat a smal world . i wanted to go there also .. but kena rejct .. haha) den we tok more loh ... mostly about where to study and stuff .. and finally .. the principal and assistant and some teacher came in lib for meeting ... den the assistant headmaster ask me to do something .. den i neva go back up to the library liao .. but i will go tml .. haha

aihgt .. thats for today .. but guyz ... dun get me wrong ar ... i got no intention or watsoever on this girl .. juz i'm happy of making new frenz .. esp someone about my age ... in THIS kind of enviroment ( PRIMARY SCHOOL WIF LOTS OF OLD TEACHER >> AND UGLY... haha)

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Lonely No More ...

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me
That you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever, baby

[chorus]
Well, I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list

I don wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Now it's hard for me
When my heart still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends

And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything just to get you back again
Why can we just try

[chorus]
I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh...

What if I was good to you
What if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me


i'm reli tired of all these shitz relationship ... i had enuff... i reli wan a long and commited relationship .. and i reli dowan to be lonely anymore ... the feeling of lonely is unbearable ...

祸不单行

haha ... guess wat .. i used AltaVista translation to translate all the four letter above ... one by one ... by different words in order to get these 4 words... haih ..

well... you would i say my day wasnt that good leh ?? 3 major things...

firstly, it was the girls that gave me the letter the other day ... for donoe wat god damm reason ... i met her in the library ... ( FYI: i always go to the library during my breaks... reason?? 2 ... 1st ... i wan to c the FULLTIME libririan ... haha ... 2nd... i dowan anyone in the office toknow i'm reading my Digital Fortress by Dan Brown .. coz who knows wat they will say about me ... say i lazy or wateva lah ... )i was reading my digital fortress and suddenly this class came in ... well it was obviously normal for student to come in ... so din even bother to look up ... so when i did look up ... it was too late... i found out that this is THE class.... oh no, i thought at first i dowan care wan .. but the girl spot me and trying to sit infront of me...holy crap!!! i was reading even faster now... and suddenly... b4 she ever open her mouth to say a word ... i close my book and walk away ... she intented to walk with me .. but lucky... her teacher was there .. behind me .. haha .. so she dare no move her butt ... haha ...

secondly ... okey .. this is SERIOUS bad shit .. when i got back home ... my aunt told me that my cousin is getting her report card today ... and her father is currently outstation ... and so she asked a favour of me .. to get the record card on behalf of them ... i agreed .. providing she finds me a car ... well... not like this is the first time i'm asked to collect her report card ... so .. i tot it wont coz me any problem .. but in my heart .. i feel someting .. something bad ... and i promt my aunt a question ... "Do i hef to c the displine teacher in order to get her result??"... obviously she donoe ... haha ... stupid me to ask ...

okey ... eventually, my aunt got a car from my other aunt ... so i drove it to pick up my cousin brother from tuition and i bring him along with me to my secondary school to pick up my cousin sis's report card ( and of coz her lah ...duh~ ) and to my surprize .. she saw me and she told me ... that i hef to collect the report card from the discipline teacher... ( not reli a surprize, isnt it ??) so i waited... i got so angry coz it's so embarrasing .. standing in front of the office .. waiting for my turn .. all the pupil with discipline prob are required there .. so ... haih .. the story begins ... here..

it was me who intro her into this school .. i went to c the principal .. and surprize the principle know who i am... so .. eventually ... she got in this school without any resistant ... and now she's doing all these thing to dissapoint me .. and made me no place to show my face to the principal anymore ...

when i got to the teacher , pn cheam ( a freak! but she was my KH teahcer in form 2 ) haha ... she refuse to let me take the report card... becoz my cousin siser was caught PONTENG school .. i was so schok .. not even i've done it ... (without parents consent lah .. ) and she tell me all the things my cousin sis had done in the school .. i wasnt so surprize any more after the PONTENG thingy ..

this reli upset me loh .. hiah ..

and guess wat .. i hef to had my dinner so late ... at 9 sumthing.. waiting for my dad...

lastly, i was suppose to go SEU with my boss .. but eventually she figured out that it was her dad bday .. haha .. BIG HEAD PRAWN ... haha ... so i'm going there alone ...

haihz.........

The day has arrive...!

oh my god... the day has come.. the day that i wish i will never happen ... when the day come ... it's a threat to my current carrer...!!! i do not want to believe it .. and i dowan it to happen!!!!

holy saint... a student had tried to gave me a letter today !!! My friends always prompt me this question when they know i'm a teacher... they are so anxious to know if a teacher like me get letters underneath thier books or wat so ever... and after 4 weeks in puay chai.. i had neva get any until this very day...

I was in her class when she tried to make me see that she's passing me the letter ... i put it underneath my record book ... but eventually remove it .. and relocate it to a more "easy-to-see" position where i will spot it right away ... when she remove from the original place .. i knew something is going on ... but i juz pretend like i see nothing and continue go around the class to mark homework ...

and when the class come to end... and when they see there is no sign of me realiasing the letter( i knew there was a letter for me lah donkeys ... i juz act like i donoe!!) the kept on putting it in a more obvious position ... well ... eventually i took it .. but i gave them an angry look .. but i wonder if they notice ... lucky .. that was my last class .. and so i dun hef to do SHIT for them anymore ... haha ...

when i'm in other class... i open it to read ( i wanted to thorw long b4 i read .. but i was curious wat children now a days thinks ... haha) well .. the content is mostly questions ... ask about my zodiac, my age ... and to my surprize.. WAT KIND OF GILR i like... i was so stuned .. and think that they are reli abit crazy and this kind of things are not suppose to do ... so i've decided not to react .. juz make it like it doesnt happen b4 .. and the letter is now lying beneath rubbish ... in side the dustbin..

i was thursday when i last blog ..

well if u asked me wat happen these few days ?? nothing special ... juz that a few hangouts and some sleeping .. some lunch .. some this and that ... all normal things...

well .. that's one ... elaine and dayton came to sunway starbuckz ... it's been so long since we see each other .. we had a great chat that nite .. but most of the time is about my stupidity .. haha ..

and the second one will be ... I'm done with The Da Vinci Code .. and i'm now on Digital Fortress ... haha ... hoep to finish it up soon ..

till i blog next time ... love

A thursday!

phew... wat A thursday... haha ... it was kinda pack ...

i woke up quite early in the morning(according to my standard time, 12PM) and went to IKEA to buy a table for myself... actually i've been there yesterday with an intention of getting myself a study lamp... but end up.. me n mum come up to an idea of getting a table ... coz i was always using a coffee table to online on my laptop... sitting hours in fornt of the coffee table tired me .. haha ... so .. ok.. back to today ... i brought a 120 x 50 cm table.. olive green in color ( wat am i ?? am i a freak of green or wat?? my blog is green my table is green... watelse?? haha)well .. it was the best color i could get for this table top ... the other choice was to choose white.. which a guy that doesnt reli clean up will mess the table up in no weeks but juz a few day ... haha .. and... the journey continue with a lunch , a vegetarian lunch in ss2...

reached home, of coz ... THINK!! WAT A GUY WILL DO WHEN THEY GET SOMETHING NEW...?? ESP ELECTRONIC GADGET AND THINGS THAT REQUIRES ASSEMBLE?? well like other guy .. 1st thing ... i fix the table up ... i took me some streght to finish it ... (FYI: i;m a weak and thin guy) so it took me about half an hour to finish it up... haha ... finally the table is set and i got all my things up ... NOW, the room is so much more organized and nice ... haha ..

follow up, my fren called me to infrom his arrival.. i went down to open the door and pack up .. i went out with him(william) to kim gary in sunway ... to mee another bunch of fren.. (poh chan, siew wei and tzi yi) it was tzi yi's bday , found out onli when i reached... den .. ken son called poh chan saying he was in front of my house edi... so we asked him to walk over to pyramid to join us .. den me n william followed him to computer shop to get some blank DVD

HIGHLIGHT of the DAY... Swimming .. haha .. whao .. me n my fren always go on wednesday and we had obviously miss the fun of thursday .. when we go on wed... we always see small kids learning how to swim... no fun.. but today .. the swimming class was set for TEENAGERS... !!ATTENTION!!! teenagers.... haha .. of coz... beatiful girls will b there lah .. haha .. so we have come to a conclusion to go swimming on THURSDAY from now on .. haha .. and to my surprized .. i saw an old fren of my .. SAW KIM ... haha ...

and well that's about it for now... but i'm so tired of eveything that goes on today ... hope to enjoy my dream and i'll be teaching tml .. hope i'll b in a good class.. haha ..

KFC curry crunch

I should describe my day as one "fine" day ...

y "fine" and not fine ??

coz nothing good nor bad happened on this very day ... hahaha

i woke up around 11.. check my comp.. read my mail ... chat wif wurn for awhile .. den start reading my da vinci code...

not long after ... i start to online again .. den go Sunway Pyramid to hef lunch wif xiunuan ... we ate KFC... i ate the new product ... KFC Curry Crunchy that replace KFC spicy chicken .. it smell great but doesnt taste that good ... well it can proof by... i ate only 2 pcs... usually i ate 3 with no wings and drumstick ( that means i will get alot alot of meat loh~)

den after that .. i went for a session of para-para at the PUSAY HIBURAN ( Amusment park .. if i'm not mistaken) den went to check my BSN balance .. i found out that i still got 30++ dollar inside .. den i treat myself wif a cup of Ice Blended from Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf... it's been long since i got my foot ( and of coz mybody) in to any CB ...

den for the whole afternoon, i sat at home, cleaning my closet( not really closet but my room) while my frenz, Poh chan and siewwei doing thier assigment in my room..

and nite... as usual Pasar Malam, and dinner in some malay stall... thier food was quite good but juz too salty...

that's all for now ..

ciaoz ~

try this... Hwakhang in pink polo-T , earing and hat .. .haha .. u dont usually get to see this kind of attire on hwakhang in one shot ... hahah ..  

This is a nice picture ... haha .. i like to put it as my phone background .. and if u are not aware.. this guy here is ME ... !!! haha  

Though Streamyx has improved since 7th of April .. but the connection speed is still not as ideal as it was ... sigh ..

anyway .. i went the a training today .. in klang.. this training is going to take 3 months .. it's a Civil Defence training .. Me,as a volunteer will learn how to save lives and properties... and soon after this three months, i will be working wif this Civil Defence Force in Emergency ResQ...

THis civil defence force is orgaized by the gorvernment .. so i'm actually working for public .. haha .. it's under the Kementerian Keselamatan Dalam Negeri... the short form of this force is JPA3 that stands for Jabatan Pertahanan Awan...

today is my 1st day of class ... and i've learn the types of fire and some basic knots...

StreamyX service interuption

StreamyX down now ... hard to blog ... even harder to get online on MSN.. sad sad ...

I found this wallpaper over internet... when i wanted some romantic wallpaper... what i had in mind was... petals of roses or juz pinky pinky stuff.. but to y surprize .. this picture caught my attention .. i was so amazed by this picture ... i love it so so much .. this picture just give me a feeling of calm, smooth , and everything good, nice ... whao .. i juz cant explain wat i feel when this picture pop up to me ...!!! IT's one GREAT picture ... and i hope u feel it .. u might think i;m imagining things out of this picture .. but i'm not .. i was juz attracted by the charm of this picture.. nothing visualized in my head .. nothing . i swear .. haha
 

Sunway College Student Council 2004... A place where i find myself ... a community where i grew up further... A gang that changed me into a better person... something that i can tell myself, i DID not waste my 2004 n my college life ...  

If your heart's not in it

But if your heart's not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

Clearing my DOubts

waking up is a hard thing for people like me .. who has nothing to do.. no class to go .. no work to follow ... is hard .. even for those who has it , its hard also .. but still manage to wake up at 9.30am today .. wat a achievement... hahaha

today... i was suppose to go Monash to clear off my doubt about Medical bioscience .. instead .. the fellow added more ?? in to my brain .. pity me.. the fellow told me i cant go into Dietition with a MEdical Bioscience degree... it shock me like .. whao ..

and when i got home .. the whole aftersoon was so afaird .. coz i reli donoe wat to do oledi ..

lucky , kong called me not long ago to ensure me that it is possible to go in dietition with degree in Biomedical Science .. so .. once again ... i'm back to the original spot .. and i'm suppose to go search for info again .. hahaha

Lindsay looks so adorable in this picture ... i fell deeply in love with her .. !! haha .. yeah rite .. as if.. haha  

癡心絕對

作詞：蔡伯南　作曲：蔡伯南

想用一杯Latte把妳灌醉　好讓妳能多愛我一點
暗戀的滋味　妳不懂這種感覺　早有人陪的妳永遠不會

看見妳和他在我面前　證明我的愛只是愚昧
妳不懂我的　那些憔悴　是妳永遠不曾過的體會

為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解　
我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切
妳又狠狠逼退　我的防備　靜靜關上門來默數我的淚

明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會　
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天　妳會發現　真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

看見妳和他在我面前　證明我的愛只是愚昧
妳不懂我的　那些憔悴　是妳永遠不曾過的體會

明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會　
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天　妳會發現　真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

曾經我以為我自己會後悔　不想愛的太多癡心絕對
為妳落第一滴淚　為妳做任何改變　也喚不回妳對我的堅決

為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解　
我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切
妳又狠狠逼退　我的防備　靜靜關上門來默數我的淚

明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天　妳會發現　真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

直到那一天　妳會發現　真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

Life as Primary School Teacher

For the past two week, i had once again ( ATTENTION: ONCE AGAIN MEANS THIS IS THE SECOND TIME)... became a primary school teacher... i was more looking forward to this time as this will be my first time teaching SCIENCE ( well... it's a subject i like a lot)...

before this, i was teaching Std. 3 And 4 , Maths in Enligh , Maths in Chinese, Morale Studies, GEography and lastly but not least, CHINESE .. i'm so lousy in chinese and i'm ask to teach chinese .. arghhh ... but i manage the 2 weeks ... and gradually IMPROVE in my chinese...

so back to the science now .. this time .. i'm teaching Std. 5 and 6, which they are the eldest in the school ( other than teachers and workers...haha).. and this time , i teach nothing but science alone .. exciting ~!!!

and so .. two week has past...and i enjoyed it alot, so much more compare to the last time... i have a better relationship with student ( hey.. it's the good ones .. not boy-girl relastionship... PURE STUDENT-TEACHER RELATIONSHIP !!!) These student are more fun and at least the age gap is smaller .. and i understand thier need and it reli helps alot in teaching them ...

now.. a lot of my studnets are chatting wif me on MSN every nite .. but it's okey .. they will soon forget about me in let's make it 2 weeks .. and we shall c ... haha

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Recent Photo: taken when i'm going for a hair show... well after that .. my hair do goes back to normal.. coz i hef to teach in school ..