Oh yeah ! it's holiday .. so what ???
i've not been spending the time well... wat can i do... ?
my sleeping time has been alter that it now suits the Northern Hemisphere!!! Sleeping everyday at 3am (+8 GMT - Malaysia Time) waking up at 12 or sumtimes later... going out and spending money like no body's biz .. Holy! that's a life of a junk !!! and i;m the junk !!
Friday, November 25, 2005
Monday, November 07, 2005
End of 1st semester in uni
oh yeah ... finally a semester has come to an end ... well .. that's not for sure ... it will all depends on the result i'll be getting in a month time to determine if i concluded my first semester...
many things had happen through out this exam period of mine...
To start of with the list... the first thing will reli be the MOOD of exam ...
i dun feel anything at all even when exam draw nears .. literally ... like the next day is exam .. i still dun feel the tension in atmosphere or within myself... i'm on my way to rectified the causes of this UNETHICAL behaviour... hahaha
well the second thing that comes up to me is anohter major thing for me for the coming 4 months holiday .. is my escape to taiwan!! amonth of escape was canceled due to some unforseen circumtanses... (the trip was full but was informed last minute)... well anyway .. it means that i'll have to replan myself ... a 4 month plan is not that ez .. esp when u r spending time... mayb i'll try to improve my skill in first aiding...
well the next best thing will be my love life... progessing kinda fast b4 this .. but now is giving a PAUSE sign.. ( for bio student.. cdks was not bind to cyclin that's y it doesnt activate the MPF... ok enuff of crap..hahah juz had bio today) well ... i'll have to sort all out by myself without help of others... It is my problem afterall who can help better thanmyself?? well sometimes some idea might juz lead my way .. not to say i'm a person who do not interact with the external envirmoent.. (Managment student ... it's an OPEN SYSTEM!!)
i still go for my stand by duty as usual... eventhough exam is going on... (well sundays are not exam day afterall) and i had my first mangsa ... had thing about it few times... it was an old malay lady preparing food for the preparation of puasa.. she somehow fell down in the kitchen... the family onli called after 50 minutes ... it took the ambulans 20 minutes to reach the place.. when we were there ... one of my team mate check for pulse but was reutrn with a negative result... as we are not doctors ... we cant say that she's dead so we sent her off to hospital..
wat i think of from this case is that the ethical issue behind a first aider... we arent suppose to pick up a body ( dead ppl) and are suppose to hand over topolice... if we were to sent her to hospital... we will have to continuously carry out CPR the try and save her .. but no one did... i'm one of them ... i didnt knwo the procedures b4 .. but even if i knew .. will i carry out ?? second thing is i'm worried about my grandma... wat if she;s preparing breakfast early in the morning and accidentally juz sliped...(touchwood!!! Knowing granny always like to wake up early) i will have to advise her to sleep more or stay in room... the malay lady was lucky someone found her and family had seen her last time.. not everyone get so lucky...
some coincident in this was this case was 2 days after the death of the Prime Minister's wife .. Datin Seri Endon ... and the malay lady's name was Endon Bt Abdullah... well *pray*
think that shoudl be for now ... interview tml for KLCC pc fair job .. that is gonna held on dec 2 3 n 4 ..
till then
jason ..
many things had happen through out this exam period of mine...
To start of with the list... the first thing will reli be the MOOD of exam ...
i dun feel anything at all even when exam draw nears .. literally ... like the next day is exam .. i still dun feel the tension in atmosphere or within myself... i'm on my way to rectified the causes of this UNETHICAL behaviour... hahaha
well the second thing that comes up to me is anohter major thing for me for the coming 4 months holiday .. is my escape to taiwan!! amonth of escape was canceled due to some unforseen circumtanses... (the trip was full but was informed last minute)... well anyway .. it means that i'll have to replan myself ... a 4 month plan is not that ez .. esp when u r spending time... mayb i'll try to improve my skill in first aiding...
well the next best thing will be my love life... progessing kinda fast b4 this .. but now is giving a PAUSE sign.. ( for bio student.. cdks was not bind to cyclin that's y it doesnt activate the MPF... ok enuff of crap..hahah juz had bio today) well ... i'll have to sort all out by myself without help of others... It is my problem afterall who can help better thanmyself?? well sometimes some idea might juz lead my way .. not to say i'm a person who do not interact with the external envirmoent.. (Managment student ... it's an OPEN SYSTEM!!)
i still go for my stand by duty as usual... eventhough exam is going on... (well sundays are not exam day afterall) and i had my first mangsa ... had thing about it few times... it was an old malay lady preparing food for the preparation of puasa.. she somehow fell down in the kitchen... the family onli called after 50 minutes ... it took the ambulans 20 minutes to reach the place.. when we were there ... one of my team mate check for pulse but was reutrn with a negative result... as we are not doctors ... we cant say that she's dead so we sent her off to hospital..
wat i think of from this case is that the ethical issue behind a first aider... we arent suppose to pick up a body ( dead ppl) and are suppose to hand over topolice... if we were to sent her to hospital... we will have to continuously carry out CPR the try and save her .. but no one did... i'm one of them ... i didnt knwo the procedures b4 .. but even if i knew .. will i carry out ?? second thing is i'm worried about my grandma... wat if she;s preparing breakfast early in the morning and accidentally juz sliped...(touchwood!!! Knowing granny always like to wake up early) i will have to advise her to sleep more or stay in room... the malay lady was lucky someone found her and family had seen her last time.. not everyone get so lucky...
some coincident in this was this case was 2 days after the death of the Prime Minister's wife .. Datin Seri Endon ... and the malay lady's name was Endon Bt Abdullah... well *pray*
think that shoudl be for now ... interview tml for KLCC pc fair job .. that is gonna held on dec 2 3 n 4 ..
till then
jason ..
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
独立
以下文章转于慧欣的网站。。www.huixinyong.blogspot.com All Rights Reserved
独立
低沉而有磁性
这专属你的声音
我重复听了又听
摄氏24度
雨后微凉的天气
我正在想你
你说很喜欢我们一起的时间
只是希望我独立一点
既然是你的意愿
我可以学着改变一点
放弃依赖掌握独立
学着完成每一件事情
在黑暗时不哭泣
让坚强慢慢靠近
独立
我却没想到
这是你放弃我
的理由
独立
低沉而有磁性
这专属你的声音
我重复听了又听
摄氏24度
雨后微凉的天气
我正在想你
你说很喜欢我们一起的时间
只是希望我独立一点
既然是你的意愿
我可以学着改变一点
放弃依赖掌握独立
学着完成每一件事情
在黑暗时不哭泣
让坚强慢慢靠近
独立
我却没想到
这是你放弃我
的理由
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Pengumuman Penting
Dukacitanya dimaklumkan bahawa Isteri Perdana Menteri Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, Datin Seri Endon Mahmood meninggal dunia di kediaman rasminya Seri Perdana di Putrajaya jam 7.55 pagi ini setelah beberapa tahun bertarung dengan kanser payu dara.
Semoga roh Allahyarham dicucuri rahmat.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
On leave...
i'll be onleave for sometime .. finals are on the way and yet i'm not studying yet .. wat kind of shit am i ??doneo ... haha .. will update when i'm free after finals .. adiaos...
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Facial expresion is so important..
It tell you alot of thing about the fellow...
like the picute at the side.. it looks sad.. it looks like he's thinking something too... but is that true??
Everyone will have a different perception.. however, when it comes to decrypting wat a person feels.. it cant be too vary...
Monday, October 03, 2005
Wages
Wages are now getting lower while the price of daily needs are increasing... Why?
I passed by KFC near my house today... i always pass by if 'm walking from Pyramid back home... and to my surprise... the wage for a KFC worker is now RM 3 per hour. which compare to approx 3-4 months before is 50cent lesser and compare to 4-5 years b4 ... it's RM 2 lesser now..
Has any Economist review this problem and bring it up as a journal or wat so ever?? I've not done anything deep on this subject.. so i shall not be bias in this subject... rather juz spilt out my points..
How could this ever happen ?? In a so called Developed State?? arent this suppose to lead to more cases of proverty?? This is making people's life harder and harder as days goes by...
On this hand, the wages goes down.... on the other, the price of fuel goes up drastically that our government could not afford to pay so much as subsidies and constantly increasing the price of petrol.. with this incresement, Businessmans would start to increase the price of thier products... is a chain reaction that caused several other things to increase in price...
Is this what we call a balance society??
The rich is getting richer by day and the poor is not getting better anyway...
and lastly, is it balance to have a graph that one line is going down ( the wages of workers) and and anthoer line going up( the price of goods)?? i doneo how it will be read by an economist... but i will say that i this not a balance system where it should be...
I passed by KFC near my house today... i always pass by if 'm walking from Pyramid back home... and to my surprise... the wage for a KFC worker is now RM 3 per hour. which compare to approx 3-4 months before is 50cent lesser and compare to 4-5 years b4 ... it's RM 2 lesser now..
Has any Economist review this problem and bring it up as a journal or wat so ever?? I've not done anything deep on this subject.. so i shall not be bias in this subject... rather juz spilt out my points..
How could this ever happen ?? In a so called Developed State?? arent this suppose to lead to more cases of proverty?? This is making people's life harder and harder as days goes by...
On this hand, the wages goes down.... on the other, the price of fuel goes up drastically that our government could not afford to pay so much as subsidies and constantly increasing the price of petrol.. with this incresement, Businessmans would start to increase the price of thier products... is a chain reaction that caused several other things to increase in price...
Is this what we call a balance society??
The rich is getting richer by day and the poor is not getting better anyway...
and lastly, is it balance to have a graph that one line is going down ( the wages of workers) and and anthoer line going up( the price of goods)?? i doneo how it will be read by an economist... but i will say that i this not a balance system where it should be...
1st Stand By...
Sunday 021005 0001 Signed in for my first stand by duty at the Bilik Gerakan PA Klang.
Nothing much happened.. as there is no case that requires us to be at the scene... however there were 2 fake calls... we cant b sure it's fake but we din go for it as they were not willing to enclose thier personal particular and even the address were not full...
Thru the Radio... I can hear that there's about 4 case for Bilik Gerakan KL.. as they were paging for them a few times...
Duty ended at 0600... i slept foe about 1 hour onli...
Nothing much happened.. as there is no case that requires us to be at the scene... however there were 2 fake calls... we cant b sure it's fake but we din go for it as they were not willing to enclose thier personal particular and even the address were not full...
Thru the Radio... I can hear that there's about 4 case for Bilik Gerakan KL.. as they were paging for them a few times...
Duty ended at 0600... i slept foe about 1 hour onli...
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Saya Cintai NegaraKu... Malaysia!!! Aku Anak Malaysia...
After a trip to singapore... i would really like to express my love... my love towards my beloved country .. Malaysia...
BUT...
i'll first start of defining love... according to Dictionary.com Love means the follwing:-
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
The object of such an enthusiasm
aight... so .. i love my country.. but what is it in this ocuntry that i love ?
come to think of it.. not much .. but yet i still love my country... so is that very contradicting??
YES!it's very contradicting... even me myself cant be sure if i truly love my country...
Demi menyahut seruan PM.. untuk menunjukkan "cinta" anda terhapdap neraga ini, belilah baragan buatan malaysia... Does buying MIM stuff proof that ulove malaysia?? wat if a thief who only steal Made In Malaysia stuff?? is he consider as a person who loves malaysia ??
Malaysia does not offer the best place to stay... but they do not offer the lousiest too ... juz that under comparison, it's juz not that outstanding...
Juz compare the Malaysia National University and the Singapore National University... they were once a same university before the Singapore sepreated from Malaysia... after such 40 years... Singapore Natinal University(NUS) made it to the top 50 world best university... but.. where is UM ??
As anyone who stayed in singapore would b able to see that singapore is a more effective and more stuctured country compare to the neighbouring country such as indonesia and malaysia... How did they came to the success of today ??
However, i'll still stress that I LOVE MALAYSIA... as i would not want anythign to happen to this land... and at most PEACE and i'll do anything to protect this country ... !! and this is how i love Malaysia...
"Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku,
Rakyat hidup, bersatu dan maju,
|Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan,
Raja kita, selamat bertakhta."
BUT...
i'll first start of defining love... according to Dictionary.com Love means the follwing:-
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
The object of such an enthusiasm
aight... so .. i love my country.. but what is it in this ocuntry that i love ?
come to think of it.. not much .. but yet i still love my country... so is that very contradicting??
YES!it's very contradicting... even me myself cant be sure if i truly love my country...
Demi menyahut seruan PM.. untuk menunjukkan "cinta" anda terhapdap neraga ini, belilah baragan buatan malaysia... Does buying MIM stuff proof that ulove malaysia?? wat if a thief who only steal Made In Malaysia stuff?? is he consider as a person who loves malaysia ??
Malaysia does not offer the best place to stay... but they do not offer the lousiest too ... juz that under comparison, it's juz not that outstanding...
Juz compare the Malaysia National University and the Singapore National University... they were once a same university before the Singapore sepreated from Malaysia... after such 40 years... Singapore Natinal University(NUS) made it to the top 50 world best university... but.. where is UM ??
As anyone who stayed in singapore would b able to see that singapore is a more effective and more stuctured country compare to the neighbouring country such as indonesia and malaysia... How did they came to the success of today ??
However, i'll still stress that I LOVE MALAYSIA... as i would not want anythign to happen to this land... and at most PEACE and i'll do anything to protect this country ... !! and this is how i love Malaysia...
"Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku,
Rakyat hidup, bersatu dan maju,
|Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan,
Raja kita, selamat bertakhta."
Sunday, September 25, 2005
"You will understand more if only u know how to teach others"
as the saying goes, the learning process do not have a fullstop and it is not just about learning... it is also about how you could share this information...
Is sharing of knowledge beneficial?? Wat is the benefit for the one who shares?
Well, lets just take a look on an example i've came through...
Buckman Laboratories International is a multinational company with more than 1000 employees in 90 countries. Yet, in the industry, Buckman is to be consider as a small company.
Now here comes a questions, what makes executives of World's Top Company to pay attention to this small company and to trek to Buckman's Head Office to see and learn?
At this was just because the CEO, Bob Buckman recognized the power of knowledge and information before any other large company does. Begin in 1992, Buckman and his employee started to treat knowledge as the most important asset of the company. In this idea, all the employee are suppose to share findings, knowledge, to the very detail of thier new discovery to all other members of the company within and outside the country.
At the beginning, not all the workers were willing to share thier knowledge as to them, knowledge is power. What makes them stay in thier position, high among the rest is power and the power is from the knowledge they have. (Robbins et. al., 2003)
Back to reality, where we stand. Where are we? are we those who are prepare to share every single thing? are we? or are we those who just sit quietly at a corner, holding a file with pad locks that holds all the information and knowledge we have?
Lets just assume we do not share most of our knowledge, including me!
If knowledge were not shared, how would you know that the knowledge you have if gonna be true for the rest of the millenium ?
If knowledge were not shared, how would you know how much you understand of that knowledge?
If knowledge were not shared, how many more new discovery could be derive from the existing knowledge?
Neither of the answers are known unless you work it out urslef...
as for me, not till i teach primary i understand more of the basic concept. Y is it so ? the answer is simple, at the age of 10, i've learn that anything which added with heat will increase in volume, however, we were taught that the water has a different one, which from water to ice, heat was remove but still the volume increased. At the age of a standard 4 student, all i can do is juz memorize... not much of understanding.. even until the UPSR i also donoe the teory behind. Till i teach.. den i understnad more... as more knowledge i share, i felt that i understnad more... try it and you will know wat i was saying...
"Share Your Knowledge"
Reference: Robbins, S.P., Bergman, R., Stagg, I., Coulter, M. (2003), Management, 3rd ed., Prentice Hall, French Forest, NSW.
Is sharing of knowledge beneficial?? Wat is the benefit for the one who shares?
Well, lets just take a look on an example i've came through...
Buckman Laboratories International is a multinational company with more than 1000 employees in 90 countries. Yet, in the industry, Buckman is to be consider as a small company.
Now here comes a questions, what makes executives of World's Top Company to pay attention to this small company and to trek to Buckman's Head Office to see and learn?
At this was just because the CEO, Bob Buckman recognized the power of knowledge and information before any other large company does. Begin in 1992, Buckman and his employee started to treat knowledge as the most important asset of the company. In this idea, all the employee are suppose to share findings, knowledge, to the very detail of thier new discovery to all other members of the company within and outside the country.
At the beginning, not all the workers were willing to share thier knowledge as to them, knowledge is power. What makes them stay in thier position, high among the rest is power and the power is from the knowledge they have. (Robbins et. al., 2003)
Back to reality, where we stand. Where are we? are we those who are prepare to share every single thing? are we? or are we those who just sit quietly at a corner, holding a file with pad locks that holds all the information and knowledge we have?
Lets just assume we do not share most of our knowledge, including me!
If knowledge were not shared, how would you know that the knowledge you have if gonna be true for the rest of the millenium ?
If knowledge were not shared, how would you know how much you understand of that knowledge?
If knowledge were not shared, how many more new discovery could be derive from the existing knowledge?
Neither of the answers are known unless you work it out urslef...
as for me, not till i teach primary i understand more of the basic concept. Y is it so ? the answer is simple, at the age of 10, i've learn that anything which added with heat will increase in volume, however, we were taught that the water has a different one, which from water to ice, heat was remove but still the volume increased. At the age of a standard 4 student, all i can do is juz memorize... not much of understanding.. even until the UPSR i also donoe the teory behind. Till i teach.. den i understnad more... as more knowledge i share, i felt that i understnad more... try it and you will know wat i was saying...
"Share Your Knowledge"
Reference: Robbins, S.P., Bergman, R., Stagg, I., Coulter, M. (2003), Management, 3rd ed., Prentice Hall, French Forest, NSW.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
2nd stage of renovation
Today is the second stage of the renovation of my blog... i spend one nite .. until 3am and now the second nite until 4am ... that's wat i paid to get this blog ... worth it ?? or not ??
New Template... Again
yes... new template again ... still under renovation .. will soon be done as my one and only week break of the semester juz started... will update soon ...
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
畢業后幾年的你,依然是你嗎？
中學畢業后幾年,
我仍然是我
我的頭髮仍然是黑的
雖然直接曾多次的增添色彩
説華語是仍然會打結
但就連馬來文和英語都是如此
仍然想著當年的點點滴滴
雖然那些已不再屬於我的了
仍然在欣賞他人的作品
雖然我仍然不能寫好一篇文章
仍然留在馬來西亞讀書
雖然去了加拿大一個月
我的性格
仍然停留在中學時代
仍然到處找一個屬於我的世界
仍然扮著一幅了解別人
但仍然期待著了解我的人
雖然走了一趟加拿大
豐富了少少的人生經驗
但仍然害怕被人看輕那種 空虛的内心世界
我的心仍然喜歡燕姿
仍然沒有女朋友得我
仍然努力的找我的尋另一半
仍然不知怎麽樣的女生適合我
雖然在人生的路途中已遇見過不少有好感的人
至於理想
仍然不敢抱著太大的希望
仍然重復地在心裏向是否選對了科係
希望能了解人的想法
但仍然留在人的構造上
仍然希望 有生之年可又成功的一天
我仍然是我
樣子沒變，雖然不再像以前的突出
性格也沒什麽變化，但仍然努力在變
世界就如身邊的人和事物，不斷地在轉動，在變化
但仍然相信人心中有個角落是善良的
畢業后幾年的你
依然是你嗎？
我仍然是我
我的頭髮仍然是黑的
雖然直接曾多次的增添色彩
説華語是仍然會打結
但就連馬來文和英語都是如此
仍然想著當年的點點滴滴
雖然那些已不再屬於我的了
仍然在欣賞他人的作品
雖然我仍然不能寫好一篇文章
仍然留在馬來西亞讀書
雖然去了加拿大一個月
我的性格
仍然停留在中學時代
仍然到處找一個屬於我的世界
仍然扮著一幅了解別人
但仍然期待著了解我的人
雖然走了一趟加拿大
豐富了少少的人生經驗
但仍然害怕被人看輕那種 空虛的内心世界
我的心仍然喜歡燕姿
仍然沒有女朋友得我
仍然努力的找我的尋另一半
仍然不知怎麽樣的女生適合我
雖然在人生的路途中已遇見過不少有好感的人
至於理想
仍然不敢抱著太大的希望
仍然重復地在心裏向是否選對了科係
希望能了解人的想法
但仍然留在人的構造上
仍然希望 有生之年可又成功的一天
我仍然是我
樣子沒變，雖然不再像以前的突出
性格也沒什麽變化，但仍然努力在變
世界就如身邊的人和事物，不斷地在轉動，在變化
但仍然相信人心中有個角落是善良的
畢業后幾年的你
依然是你嗎？
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
bziest monday ... and tuesday ...
fewph .. hectic hectic ...
it's juz the second the school reopen and i'm like ... Oooooo ... tired ... the 48 that past are like 72 ... or mayb 96 hours to me .. !!!
1st ... okey .. the first thing i went to school was .. i'm taking over 5G .. instead of 6A .. holy .. the fun i tot i was going to have is no longer there .. i'm taking another std 5 class .. well ... it's not TOO bad .. but it's bad .. haha .. well i can get over it in like an hour .. but another thing that came up was that ... i will need to prepare the report cards and i'm meeting the parents on wed ... *sweats* ... and that's not all .. the horror of all is that ... not even a single word had been recorded in to the report card .. marks are not tabulated .. marks are not being count .. placing ... average ... attendance... HOLY ... i was ... and i got onli .. wat .. one day ... coz we are suppose to ahnd it in on tuesday to letthe headmistress check it over .. CRAP ... okey ... but eventually .. i got it done .. hehehe .. i'm famous for my speed .. hehe .. but not perfect ..
Today is chee wei's bday ... a shout out to him ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEE WEI!!!
Happy and Merry 19 ...
yesterday nite .. after a hard day in working .. elaine, andrea, cliffton, su chern and I went to celebrate wif dayton(chee wei)'s bday ... it was a surprize sorta party .. dayton didnt know that cliff and su chern is coming wif us .. so we got him a little bit surprized there .. haha .. we got him cake .. and lots of fun there .. after that we went tmn desa for mamak .. i left early becoz i was really tired ... i have not sleep since 6am .. and i had been working like COW .. so i headed home .. and headed for bed straight ... i was so tired that i cant hear anyone calling my cell phone .. and when i wake up next morening.. found that i have 3 missed call and 2 msg .. all from dayton .. apperantly .. he left his car key in my car.. and he has no spare key ... haha ... so .. i drop the keys to elaine and i think she drop it back to him quite soon after that ... haha
and today ... nothing much at school except that i almost fell asleep in class .. I'm tired okey .. forgive me .. haha ...
but at nite ... is something i have been looking for .. My Sunway College Student Council 2004 sorta-reunion nite .. haha .. coz we have our president, osas back from US .. and we have farah back from australia ... and we had a few not-so-often-seen member that join us tonite .. for example .. may suan ... MRS hendricks(not a council member .. but wife to the council advisor .. haha ) and chen yee .. which left the council on july last yr .. haha .. well if i'm not mistaken .. this is the 1st time we have a dinner together after so long time ...
we had a bowling game before we dine at the manhattan fish market .. i took loads of pics .. and i will b uploading it soon ... i had a great nite tonite .. and .. it was reli fun .. no way to describe how much i missed them .. after a yr of working together .. we've been through the tuff ones .. the eazy ones .. yea .. prettymuch of that ..
basically .. i cant thin that i can finish so many things in juz 2 days .. hectic .. i better go to bed now .. meeting the parents tml ..
later, jason
it's juz the second the school reopen and i'm like ... Oooooo ... tired ... the 48 that past are like 72 ... or mayb 96 hours to me .. !!!
1st ... okey .. the first thing i went to school was .. i'm taking over 5G .. instead of 6A .. holy .. the fun i tot i was going to have is no longer there .. i'm taking another std 5 class .. well ... it's not TOO bad .. but it's bad .. haha .. well i can get over it in like an hour .. but another thing that came up was that ... i will need to prepare the report cards and i'm meeting the parents on wed ... *sweats* ... and that's not all .. the horror of all is that ... not even a single word had been recorded in to the report card .. marks are not tabulated .. marks are not being count .. placing ... average ... attendance... HOLY ... i was ... and i got onli .. wat .. one day ... coz we are suppose to ahnd it in on tuesday to letthe headmistress check it over .. CRAP ... okey ... but eventually .. i got it done .. hehehe .. i'm famous for my speed .. hehe .. but not perfect ..
Today is chee wei's bday ... a shout out to him ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEE WEI!!!
Happy and Merry 19 ...
yesterday nite .. after a hard day in working .. elaine, andrea, cliffton, su chern and I went to celebrate wif dayton(chee wei)'s bday ... it was a surprize sorta party .. dayton didnt know that cliff and su chern is coming wif us .. so we got him a little bit surprized there .. haha .. we got him cake .. and lots of fun there .. after that we went tmn desa for mamak .. i left early becoz i was really tired ... i have not sleep since 6am .. and i had been working like COW .. so i headed home .. and headed for bed straight ... i was so tired that i cant hear anyone calling my cell phone .. and when i wake up next morening.. found that i have 3 missed call and 2 msg .. all from dayton .. apperantly .. he left his car key in my car.. and he has no spare key ... haha ... so .. i drop the keys to elaine and i think she drop it back to him quite soon after that ... haha
and today ... nothing much at school except that i almost fell asleep in class .. I'm tired okey .. forgive me .. haha ...
but at nite ... is something i have been looking for .. My Sunway College Student Council 2004 sorta-reunion nite .. haha .. coz we have our president, osas back from US .. and we have farah back from australia ... and we had a few not-so-often-seen member that join us tonite .. for example .. may suan ... MRS hendricks(not a council member .. but wife to the council advisor .. haha ) and chen yee .. which left the council on july last yr .. haha .. well if i'm not mistaken .. this is the 1st time we have a dinner together after so long time ...
we had a bowling game before we dine at the manhattan fish market .. i took loads of pics .. and i will b uploading it soon ... i had a great nite tonite .. and .. it was reli fun .. no way to describe how much i missed them .. after a yr of working together .. we've been through the tuff ones .. the eazy ones .. yea .. prettymuch of that ..
basically .. i cant thin that i can finish so many things in juz 2 days .. hectic .. i better go to bed now .. meeting the parents tml ..
later, jason
Sunday, June 12, 2005
the I'M-HOLIER-THAN-THOU BLOGGER'S BATON
1. THE LAST BLOG I READ WAS:
xuinuan's
2. I THINK MY BLOG IS WAY BETTER THAN THAT BLOG ABOVE BECAUSE:
erm... i updated more than her..
3. IMHO THE BEST ENTRY I HAVE EVER BLOGGED IS :
4. THE FIVE BLOGS I READ THAT MAY BE BETTER THAN MINE ARE:
Christine's - her template is superb
Chung lern's - his photos are .. WOW !
Wurn's - she can express herself much more better than i do ..
e2wen's - long posts...
andrea's - her way of saying things ..
5. I KNOW MY READERS ARE ADDICTED TO MY BLOG BECAUSE:
does anyone like my blog ?? i dun think so ..
I am now passing this baton to the following five people and they MUST to do the same holier-than-thou meme:
Tze Wurn
Jia Yee
Ee Wen
Li Ying
Xiunuan
1. THE LAST BLOG I READ WAS:
xuinuan's
2. I THINK MY BLOG IS WAY BETTER THAN THAT BLOG ABOVE BECAUSE:
erm... i updated more than her..
3. IMHO THE BEST ENTRY I HAVE EVER BLOGGED IS :
4. THE FIVE BLOGS I READ THAT MAY BE BETTER THAN MINE ARE:
Christine's - her template is superb
Chung lern's - his photos are .. WOW !
Wurn's - she can express herself much more better than i do ..
e2wen's - long posts...
andrea's - her way of saying things ..
5. I KNOW MY READERS ARE ADDICTED TO MY BLOG BECAUSE:
does anyone like my blog ?? i dun think so ..
I am now passing this baton to the following five people and they MUST to do the same holier-than-thou meme:
Tze Wurn
Jia Yee
Ee Wen
Li Ying
Xiunuan
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
aight!!!
finally ... this blog is getting better ... HTML codes are correct now ... finally .. thank god .. haha .. i shall be posting new post very soon ... ~~~
thank you.. hope up like the new "face" of my blog ...
thank you.. hope up like the new "face" of my blog ...
Monday, May 23, 2005
webpage under renovation
my webpage is currently under construction ... i'm reconsturcting my blog therefore there will be mistake here and there ... i'm trying my very best to fix it ... but i donoe how long it will take ... but i promise i will blog as soon as i'm done wif that ..
later,
khang
later,
khang
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
the keys to your heart...
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
what do you think about this?? is that true for me?? or it's true for you?? check out the site .. give it a try .. u dun have to believe it ..but it doesnt cost u anything to try .. !! Shallom...
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
it takes one to know the other ..
"it takes one to know the other ... " this is one of suen chi's fav. sentence...
but how true an this be??
a recent incident .. well.. it's not like the 1st day i realise ... but today is the 1st day i feel it so bad ... and finally i relise how true these words are ...
the morning started out perfect... no jams.. my dad's home... i din felt into the toilet bowl ... it was perfect... i reach school on time, in short everything before 7.30am goes just nice...
but, i start to feel it when the 1st period class... the most headache class to attend ... 5A...
this class... well i'll put it this way .. htey are the weakest among all the standard 5 students ... they are the least capable to score high marks... i'm not bias at this and i know how it feels when u r in this kind of class... teacher will usually look down on you... they wont have high hopes for u, niether will they expect to see you get good marks ... as long as u pass... they will pray to god...
i've been in a class like this before... it was standard 3... i was in 3A too... it was a long story y i ended in this class... but i knmow how teacher feel for this kind of student...
aight.. now come back to this ... 5A... it strated wif me giving them thier paper ... thier marks disappoint me ... okey.. it seems like they are letting go of themselve... i usually discuss with them.. go thru every single question on the paper... and ask them to check the answer if i made any mistake .. to help them actually ... so they know wat they did wrong and at the same time they can check if i made any mistake on their paper...
when i was going thru the papers ... they dun pay attention ... ok that's one ... i sounded i few times ... but they voices of them juz keep on coming back .. they quite for like 30 to 60 seconds and resume their chat after i continue moving forward to another question ... so it's like .. frustrating u know .. okey .. den when the class is almost over , i asked them to hand in all the paper coz this was to prevent the question being leaked out ... coz i'm not sure is all the std. 5 student went thru this test or not .. so for safety ... and also to make sure they wont say they din bring thier paper the next time i want to discuss... when they pass up the paper ... it's juz not enuff .. it's always short of one ... miserable one .... and i cant seems to locate it .. and i ask the class... no one pays attention to me .. i'm like and idiot stadning right in front of everyone not asking but singing .. and it's like i'm singing badly that no one has to care bout me ... HELLO!!!!it's ur teacher standing right here .. not anyone else.. not ur maid ... and i'm toking to u ... plz .. show some respect okey???
and this led me in to a bad day in teaching .. on top of this incident... i have 8 periods today .. the most any teacher could get.. it's constant ... without break!!! the classes after that doesnt get any better...
well.. this is something good actually .. it actually bring me to think that... HAVE I BEEN SUCH KIND OF STUDENT TO MY TEACHER?? i'm quite sure at some point i were... or mayb i'm not that bad ... but who knows? i might juz be as bad as them ... or simply worst than anyone of them ?? i dont know ... the one who know will be the teachers that taught me b4... haha .. well .. come .. lets juz think about it ..
HAS anyone of u been thinking about how u have been as a student ?? how has a teacher been thinking about u ? well it seriously made me think about this .. haha .. having a hard time thinking about this ...
aight.. it was a Teacher's Day yesterday .. and our school will celebrate it on friday... so .. it's my first and mayb the last time i can celebrate Teacher's Day...
till i write again .. byE ...
i'm watching CHarmed on Star World...
blessed...!!!
but how true an this be??
a recent incident .. well.. it's not like the 1st day i realise ... but today is the 1st day i feel it so bad ... and finally i relise how true these words are ...
the morning started out perfect... no jams.. my dad's home... i din felt into the toilet bowl ... it was perfect... i reach school on time, in short everything before 7.30am goes just nice...
but, i start to feel it when the 1st period class... the most headache class to attend ... 5A...
this class... well i'll put it this way .. htey are the weakest among all the standard 5 students ... they are the least capable to score high marks... i'm not bias at this and i know how it feels when u r in this kind of class... teacher will usually look down on you... they wont have high hopes for u, niether will they expect to see you get good marks ... as long as u pass... they will pray to god...
i've been in a class like this before... it was standard 3... i was in 3A too... it was a long story y i ended in this class... but i knmow how teacher feel for this kind of student...
aight.. now come back to this ... 5A... it strated wif me giving them thier paper ... thier marks disappoint me ... okey.. it seems like they are letting go of themselve... i usually discuss with them.. go thru every single question on the paper... and ask them to check the answer if i made any mistake .. to help them actually ... so they know wat they did wrong and at the same time they can check if i made any mistake on their paper...
when i was going thru the papers ... they dun pay attention ... ok that's one ... i sounded i few times ... but they voices of them juz keep on coming back .. they quite for like 30 to 60 seconds and resume their chat after i continue moving forward to another question ... so it's like .. frustrating u know .. okey .. den when the class is almost over , i asked them to hand in all the paper coz this was to prevent the question being leaked out ... coz i'm not sure is all the std. 5 student went thru this test or not .. so for safety ... and also to make sure they wont say they din bring thier paper the next time i want to discuss... when they pass up the paper ... it's juz not enuff .. it's always short of one ... miserable one .... and i cant seems to locate it .. and i ask the class... no one pays attention to me .. i'm like and idiot stadning right in front of everyone not asking but singing .. and it's like i'm singing badly that no one has to care bout me ... HELLO!!!!it's ur teacher standing right here .. not anyone else.. not ur maid ... and i'm toking to u ... plz .. show some respect okey???
and this led me in to a bad day in teaching .. on top of this incident... i have 8 periods today .. the most any teacher could get.. it's constant ... without break!!! the classes after that doesnt get any better...
well.. this is something good actually .. it actually bring me to think that... HAVE I BEEN SUCH KIND OF STUDENT TO MY TEACHER?? i'm quite sure at some point i were... or mayb i'm not that bad ... but who knows? i might juz be as bad as them ... or simply worst than anyone of them ?? i dont know ... the one who know will be the teachers that taught me b4... haha .. well .. come .. lets juz think about it ..
HAS anyone of u been thinking about how u have been as a student ?? how has a teacher been thinking about u ? well it seriously made me think about this .. haha .. having a hard time thinking about this ...
aight.. it was a Teacher's Day yesterday .. and our school will celebrate it on friday... so .. it's my first and mayb the last time i can celebrate Teacher's Day...
till i write again .. byE ...
i'm watching CHarmed on Star World...
blessed...!!!
Thursday, May 12, 2005
手放開
作曲:方文良 作詞:十方
我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開窗 我對著夜幕發呆
看著往事一幕一幕 再次演出你我的愛
我把電視機打開 聽著別人的對白
也許那些故事 可以給我一個交代
你要的愛 我學不來 眼睜睜看情變壞 人真正看情感慨
不能給你未來 我還你現在 @1
安靜結束也是另一種對待 當眼淚留下來
傷已超載 分開也是另一種明白
我給你
最後的疼愛是手放開 @2
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋
最後的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台 有人走有人來
我的心是一個站牌 寫著等待
我把收音機打開 聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴 還在胸懷 我無法輕易推開 我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害
i've been bz marking my student's exam paper ... had not been blogging...
我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開窗 我對著夜幕發呆
看著往事一幕一幕 再次演出你我的愛
我把電視機打開 聽著別人的對白
也許那些故事 可以給我一個交代
你要的愛 我學不來 眼睜睜看情變壞 人真正看情感慨
不能給你未來 我還你現在 @1
安靜結束也是另一種對待 當眼淚留下來
傷已超載 分開也是另一種明白
我給你
最後的疼愛是手放開 @2
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋
最後的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台 有人走有人來
我的心是一個站牌 寫著等待
我把收音機打開 聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴 還在胸懷 我無法輕易推開 我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害
i've been bz marking my student's exam paper ... had not been blogging...
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Daddy's 10 Rules of Dating
courtesy of soo imm ... (sorry .. ur article is very good ... so i copy ... ut now i'm citing ur page ... visit ) ( inform me if u mind ur article being shown here .. i will remove at once ..)
Daddy's 10 Rules of Dating :
1. If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up.
2. You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.
3. I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots.
Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes to big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact come off during the course of you date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place to your waist
4. I'm sure you've been told that in today's world, sex without utilizing a "Barrier method" of some kind can kill you. Let me elaborate, when it comes to sex, I am the barrier, and I will kill you.
5. It is usually understood that in order for us to get to know each other, we should talk about sports, politics, and other issues of the day. Please do not do this. The only information I require from you is an indication of when you expect to have my daughter safely back at my house, and the only word I need from you on this subject is: "early"
6. I have no doubt you are a popular fellow, with many opportunities to date other girls. This is fine with me as long as it is okay with my daughter. Otherwise, once you have gone out with my little girl, you will continue to date no one but her until she is finished with you. If you make her cry, I will make you cry.
7. As you stand in my front hallway, waiting for my daughter to appear, and more than an hour goes by, do not sigh and fidget. If you want to be on time for the movie, you should not be dating. My daughter is putting on her makeup, a process than can take longer than painting the Golden Gate Bridge. Instead of just standing there, why don't you do something useful, like changing the oil in my car?
8. The following places are not appropriate for a date with my daughter:
Places where there are beds, sofas, or anything softer than a wooden stool.
Places where there is darkness.
Places where there is dancing, holding hands, or happiness.
Places where the ambient temperature is warm enough to introduce my daughter to wear shorts, tank tops, midriff T-shirts, or anything other than overalls, a sweater, and a goose down parka -- zipped up to her throat.
Movies with a strong romantic or sexual theme are to be avoided; movies which features chain saws are okay. Hockey games are okay. Old folks homes are better.
9. Do not lie to me. I may appear to be a potbellied, balding, middle-aged, dim-witted has-been. But on issues relating to my daughter, I am the all-knowing, merciless God of your universe. If I ask you where you are going and with whom, you have one chance to tell me the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I have a shotgun, a shovel, and five acres behind the house. Do not trifle with me.
10. Be afraid. Be very afraid. It takes very little for me to mistake the sound of your car in the driveway for a chopper coming in over a rice paddy near Hanoi. When my Agent Orange starts acting up, the voices in my head frequently tell me to clean the guns as I wait for you to bring my daughter home.
As soon as you pull into the driveways you should exit the car with both hands in plain sight. Speak the perimeter password, announce in a clear voice that you have brought my daughter home safely and early, then return to your car -- there is no need for you to come inside. The camouflaged face at the window is mine
Daddy's 10 Rules of Dating :
1. If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up.
2. You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.
3. I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots.
Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes to big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact come off during the course of you date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place to your waist
4. I'm sure you've been told that in today's world, sex without utilizing a "Barrier method" of some kind can kill you. Let me elaborate, when it comes to sex, I am the barrier, and I will kill you.
5. It is usually understood that in order for us to get to know each other, we should talk about sports, politics, and other issues of the day. Please do not do this. The only information I require from you is an indication of when you expect to have my daughter safely back at my house, and the only word I need from you on this subject is: "early"
6. I have no doubt you are a popular fellow, with many opportunities to date other girls. This is fine with me as long as it is okay with my daughter. Otherwise, once you have gone out with my little girl, you will continue to date no one but her until she is finished with you. If you make her cry, I will make you cry.
7. As you stand in my front hallway, waiting for my daughter to appear, and more than an hour goes by, do not sigh and fidget. If you want to be on time for the movie, you should not be dating. My daughter is putting on her makeup, a process than can take longer than painting the Golden Gate Bridge. Instead of just standing there, why don't you do something useful, like changing the oil in my car?
8. The following places are not appropriate for a date with my daughter:
Places where there are beds, sofas, or anything softer than a wooden stool.
Places where there is darkness.
Places where there is dancing, holding hands, or happiness.
Places where the ambient temperature is warm enough to introduce my daughter to wear shorts, tank tops, midriff T-shirts, or anything other than overalls, a sweater, and a goose down parka -- zipped up to her throat.
Movies with a strong romantic or sexual theme are to be avoided; movies which features chain saws are okay. Hockey games are okay. Old folks homes are better.
9. Do not lie to me. I may appear to be a potbellied, balding, middle-aged, dim-witted has-been. But on issues relating to my daughter, I am the all-knowing, merciless God of your universe. If I ask you where you are going and with whom, you have one chance to tell me the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I have a shotgun, a shovel, and five acres behind the house. Do not trifle with me.
10. Be afraid. Be very afraid. It takes very little for me to mistake the sound of your car in the driveway for a chopper coming in over a rice paddy near Hanoi. When my Agent Orange starts acting up, the voices in my head frequently tell me to clean the guns as I wait for you to bring my daughter home.
As soon as you pull into the driveways you should exit the car with both hands in plain sight. Speak the perimeter password, announce in a clear voice that you have brought my daughter home safely and early, then return to your car -- there is no need for you to come inside. The camouflaged face at the window is mine
Monday, May 02, 2005
Your Birthdate: July 30 |
Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness. You tend to have a good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that is clear and understandable. You have a good chance of success in fields requiring skill with words. You can be very dramatic in your presentation and you may be a good actor or a natural mimic. You have a vivid imagination that can assist you in becoming a good writer or story-teller. Strong in your opinions, you always tend to think you are on the right side of an issue. There may be a tendency to scatter your energies and have a lot of loose ends in your work. You may have significant artistic talent and be very creative. |
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Librarian
haha ...
haha ...
haha ...
~Happy~
ask me y?? well.. i can onli say ... juz plain happiness after staying in PRIMARY school for so many days... haha ...
if i 'm not mistaken .. i did tok about the librarian in my school that is cute ... well .. cute as in her way of speaking .. she had some diffulcuty in toking .. i think is her touge too long or somethinglike that ...
and all these while i hef been in library reading my books whenever i got a free period ...
all these was becoz of 2 reason ..
1. I wan to keep away from other job that i donot hef to do ... if any teeacher c u r so free ... reading novel .. they will think that u hef nothig better to do and set u to do something else ... so to aviod that ... i always sty in da library ...
2. to get close to this librarian .. haha ...
well .. it seems like my hard work is paying ... haha ... SHE TOK TO ME TODAY ... she started off a convo wif me .. it's kinda lame ... haha
the convo started off like this :-
LIB ( the Librarian .. dmam .. i still have got her name .. gonna intro myself tml ...)
ME ( of coz me ..)
LIB: the students always call me aunty ... haha ..
ME :haha .. u not old also .. but anyway .. is a nice name for u .. haha
LIB: den i call u uncle also lah .. haha
ME : den u r uncle's aunty mah older .. haha...
-n- i went off ..
came back the last period .. my free period ..
LIB: Uncle ..
ME : yes, Aunty ..
LIB: how old actually are you?
ME : not very old .. 18 turining 19 ...
LIB: oh me also very young onli .. 16 ...
ME : yeah rite ... hahaa
series of lame joke continued lah ... lazy to type .. too long ..
den later we tok about her studies .. she graduated from STPM lassalle last yr .. so she's bascially a yr older than me ... and SHE's going NTU for Biological Science wth .. wat a smal world . i wanted to go there also .. but kena rejct .. haha) den we tok more loh ... mostly about where to study and stuff .. and finally .. the principal and assistant and some teacher came in lib for meeting ... den the assistant headmaster ask me to do something .. den i neva go back up to the library liao .. but i will go tml .. haha
aihgt .. thats for today .. but guyz ... dun get me wrong ar ... i got no intention or watsoever on this girl .. juz i'm happy of making new frenz .. esp someone about my age ... in THIS kind of enviroment ( PRIMARY SCHOOL WIF LOTS OF OLD TEACHER >> AND UGLY... haha)
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haha ...
haha ...
~Happy~
ask me y?? well.. i can onli say ... juz plain happiness after staying in PRIMARY school for so many days... haha ...
if i 'm not mistaken .. i did tok about the librarian in my school that is cute ... well .. cute as in her way of speaking .. she had some diffulcuty in toking .. i think is her touge too long or somethinglike that ...
and all these while i hef been in library reading my books whenever i got a free period ...
all these was becoz of 2 reason ..
1. I wan to keep away from other job that i donot hef to do ... if any teeacher c u r so free ... reading novel .. they will think that u hef nothig better to do and set u to do something else ... so to aviod that ... i always sty in da library ...
2. to get close to this librarian .. haha ...
well .. it seems like my hard work is paying ... haha ... SHE TOK TO ME TODAY ... she started off a convo wif me .. it's kinda lame ... haha
the convo started off like this :-
LIB ( the Librarian .. dmam .. i still have got her name .. gonna intro myself tml ...)
ME ( of coz me ..)
LIB: the students always call me aunty ... haha ..
ME :haha .. u not old also .. but anyway .. is a nice name for u .. haha
LIB: den i call u uncle also lah .. haha
ME : den u r uncle's aunty mah older .. haha...
-n- i went off ..
came back the last period .. my free period ..
LIB: Uncle ..
ME : yes, Aunty ..
LIB: how old actually are you?
ME : not very old .. 18 turining 19 ...
LIB: oh me also very young onli .. 16 ...
ME : yeah rite ... hahaa
series of lame joke continued lah ... lazy to type .. too long ..
den later we tok about her studies .. she graduated from STPM lassalle last yr .. so she's bascially a yr older than me ... and SHE's going NTU for Biological Science wth .. wat a smal world . i wanted to go there also .. but kena rejct .. haha) den we tok more loh ... mostly about where to study and stuff .. and finally .. the principal and assistant and some teacher came in lib for meeting ... den the assistant headmaster ask me to do something .. den i neva go back up to the library liao .. but i will go tml .. haha
aihgt .. thats for today .. but guyz ... dun get me wrong ar ... i got no intention or watsoever on this girl .. juz i'm happy of making new frenz .. esp someone about my age ... in THIS kind of enviroment ( PRIMARY SCHOOL WIF LOTS OF OLD TEACHER >> AND UGLY... haha)
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Lonely No More ...
Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me
That you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever, baby
[chorus]
Well, I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list
I don wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Now it's hard for me
When my heart still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything just to get you back again
Why can we just try
[chorus]
I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh...
What if I was good to you
What if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
i'm reli tired of all these shitz relationship ... i had enuff... i reli wan a long and commited relationship .. and i reli dowan to be lonely anymore ... the feeling of lonely is unbearable ...
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
祸不单行
haha ... guess wat .. i used AltaVista translation to translate all the four letter above ... one by one ... by different words in order to get these 4 words... haih ..
well... you would i say my day wasnt that good leh ?? 3 major things...
firstly, it was the girls that gave me the letter the other day ... for donoe wat god damm reason ... i met her in the library ... ( FYI: i always go to the library during my breaks... reason?? 2 ... 1st ... i wan to c the FULLTIME libririan ... haha ... 2nd... i dowan anyone in the office toknow i'm reading my Digital Fortress by Dan Brown .. coz who knows wat they will say about me ... say i lazy or wateva lah ... )i was reading my digital fortress and suddenly this class came in ... well it was obviously normal for student to come in ... so din even bother to look up ... so when i did look up ... it was too late... i found out that this is THE class.... oh no, i thought at first i dowan care wan .. but the girl spot me and trying to sit infront of me...holy crap!!! i was reading even faster now... and suddenly... b4 she ever open her mouth to say a word ... i close my book and walk away ... she intented to walk with me .. but lucky... her teacher was there .. behind me .. haha .. so she dare no move her butt ... haha ...
secondly ... okey .. this is SERIOUS bad shit .. when i got back home ... my aunt told me that my cousin is getting her report card today ... and her father is currently outstation ... and so she asked a favour of me .. to get the record card on behalf of them ... i agreed .. providing she finds me a car ... well... not like this is the first time i'm asked to collect her report card ... so .. i tot it wont coz me any problem .. but in my heart .. i feel someting .. something bad ... and i promt my aunt a question ... "Do i hef to c the displine teacher in order to get her result??"... obviously she donoe ... haha ... stupid me to ask ...
okey ... eventually, my aunt got a car from my other aunt ... so i drove it to pick up my cousin brother from tuition and i bring him along with me to my secondary school to pick up my cousin sis's report card ( and of coz her lah ...duh~ ) and to my surprize .. she saw me and she told me ... that i hef to collect the report card from the discipline teacher... ( not reli a surprize, isnt it ??) so i waited... i got so angry coz it's so embarrasing .. standing in front of the office .. waiting for my turn .. all the pupil with discipline prob are required there .. so ... haih .. the story begins ... here..
it was me who intro her into this school .. i went to c the principal .. and surprize the principle know who i am... so .. eventually ... she got in this school without any resistant ... and now she's doing all these thing to dissapoint me .. and made me no place to show my face to the principal anymore ...
when i got to the teacher , pn cheam ( a freak! but she was my KH teahcer in form 2 ) haha ... she refuse to let me take the report card... becoz my cousin siser was caught PONTENG school .. i was so schok .. not even i've done it ... (without parents consent lah .. ) and she tell me all the things my cousin sis had done in the school .. i wasnt so surprize any more after the PONTENG thingy ..
this reli upset me loh .. hiah ..
and guess wat .. i hef to had my dinner so late ... at 9 sumthing.. waiting for my dad...
lastly, i was suppose to go SEU with my boss .. but eventually she figured out that it was her dad bday .. haha .. BIG HEAD PRAWN ... haha ... so i'm going there alone ...
haihz.........
well... you would i say my day wasnt that good leh ?? 3 major things...
firstly, it was the girls that gave me the letter the other day ... for donoe wat god damm reason ... i met her in the library ... ( FYI: i always go to the library during my breaks... reason?? 2 ... 1st ... i wan to c the FULLTIME libririan ... haha ... 2nd... i dowan anyone in the office toknow i'm reading my Digital Fortress by Dan Brown .. coz who knows wat they will say about me ... say i lazy or wateva lah ... )i was reading my digital fortress and suddenly this class came in ... well it was obviously normal for student to come in ... so din even bother to look up ... so when i did look up ... it was too late... i found out that this is THE class.... oh no, i thought at first i dowan care wan .. but the girl spot me and trying to sit infront of me...holy crap!!! i was reading even faster now... and suddenly... b4 she ever open her mouth to say a word ... i close my book and walk away ... she intented to walk with me .. but lucky... her teacher was there .. behind me .. haha .. so she dare no move her butt ... haha ...
secondly ... okey .. this is SERIOUS bad shit .. when i got back home ... my aunt told me that my cousin is getting her report card today ... and her father is currently outstation ... and so she asked a favour of me .. to get the record card on behalf of them ... i agreed .. providing she finds me a car ... well... not like this is the first time i'm asked to collect her report card ... so .. i tot it wont coz me any problem .. but in my heart .. i feel someting .. something bad ... and i promt my aunt a question ... "Do i hef to c the displine teacher in order to get her result??"... obviously she donoe ... haha ... stupid me to ask ...
okey ... eventually, my aunt got a car from my other aunt ... so i drove it to pick up my cousin brother from tuition and i bring him along with me to my secondary school to pick up my cousin sis's report card ( and of coz her lah ...duh~ ) and to my surprize .. she saw me and she told me ... that i hef to collect the report card from the discipline teacher... ( not reli a surprize, isnt it ??) so i waited... i got so angry coz it's so embarrasing .. standing in front of the office .. waiting for my turn .. all the pupil with discipline prob are required there .. so ... haih .. the story begins ... here..
it was me who intro her into this school .. i went to c the principal .. and surprize the principle know who i am... so .. eventually ... she got in this school without any resistant ... and now she's doing all these thing to dissapoint me .. and made me no place to show my face to the principal anymore ...
when i got to the teacher , pn cheam ( a freak! but she was my KH teahcer in form 2 ) haha ... she refuse to let me take the report card... becoz my cousin siser was caught PONTENG school .. i was so schok .. not even i've done it ... (without parents consent lah .. ) and she tell me all the things my cousin sis had done in the school .. i wasnt so surprize any more after the PONTENG thingy ..
this reli upset me loh .. hiah ..
and guess wat .. i hef to had my dinner so late ... at 9 sumthing.. waiting for my dad...
lastly, i was suppose to go SEU with my boss .. but eventually she figured out that it was her dad bday .. haha .. BIG HEAD PRAWN ... haha ... so i'm going there alone ...
haihz.........
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
The day has arrive...!
oh my god... the day has come.. the day that i wish i will never happen ... when the day come ... it's a threat to my current carrer...!!! i do not want to believe it .. and i dowan it to happen!!!!
holy saint... a student had tried to gave me a letter today !!! My friends always prompt me this question when they know i'm a teacher... they are so anxious to know if a teacher like me get letters underneath thier books or wat so ever... and after 4 weeks in puay chai.. i had neva get any until this very day...
I was in her class when she tried to make me see that she's passing me the letter ... i put it underneath my record book ... but eventually remove it .. and relocate it to a more "easy-to-see" position where i will spot it right away ... when she remove from the original place .. i knew something is going on ... but i juz pretend like i see nothing and continue go around the class to mark homework ...
and when the class come to end... and when they see there is no sign of me realiasing the letter( i knew there was a letter for me lah donkeys ... i juz act like i donoe!!) the kept on putting it in a more obvious position ... well ... eventually i took it .. but i gave them an angry look .. but i wonder if they notice ... lucky .. that was my last class .. and so i dun hef to do SHIT for them anymore ... haha ...
when i'm in other class... i open it to read ( i wanted to thorw long b4 i read .. but i was curious wat children now a days thinks ... haha) well .. the content is mostly questions ... ask about my zodiac, my age ... and to my surprize.. WAT KIND OF GILR i like... i was so stuned .. and think that they are reli abit crazy and this kind of things are not suppose to do ... so i've decided not to react .. juz make it like it doesnt happen b4 .. and the letter is now lying beneath rubbish ... in side the dustbin..
holy saint... a student had tried to gave me a letter today !!! My friends always prompt me this question when they know i'm a teacher... they are so anxious to know if a teacher like me get letters underneath thier books or wat so ever... and after 4 weeks in puay chai.. i had neva get any until this very day...
I was in her class when she tried to make me see that she's passing me the letter ... i put it underneath my record book ... but eventually remove it .. and relocate it to a more "easy-to-see" position where i will spot it right away ... when she remove from the original place .. i knew something is going on ... but i juz pretend like i see nothing and continue go around the class to mark homework ...
and when the class come to end... and when they see there is no sign of me realiasing the letter( i knew there was a letter for me lah donkeys ... i juz act like i donoe!!) the kept on putting it in a more obvious position ... well ... eventually i took it .. but i gave them an angry look .. but i wonder if they notice ... lucky .. that was my last class .. and so i dun hef to do SHIT for them anymore ... haha ...
when i'm in other class... i open it to read ( i wanted to thorw long b4 i read .. but i was curious wat children now a days thinks ... haha) well .. the content is mostly questions ... ask about my zodiac, my age ... and to my surprize.. WAT KIND OF GILR i like... i was so stuned .. and think that they are reli abit crazy and this kind of things are not suppose to do ... so i've decided not to react .. juz make it like it doesnt happen b4 .. and the letter is now lying beneath rubbish ... in side the dustbin..
Sunday, April 17, 2005
i was thursday when i last blog ..
well if u asked me wat happen these few days ?? nothing special ... juz that a few hangouts and some sleeping .. some lunch .. some this and that ... all normal things...
well .. that's one ... elaine and dayton came to sunway starbuckz ... it's been so long since we see each other .. we had a great chat that nite .. but most of the time is about my stupidity .. haha ..
and the second one will be ... I'm done with The Da Vinci Code .. and i'm now on Digital Fortress ... haha ... hoep to finish it up soon ..
till i blog next time ... love
well if u asked me wat happen these few days ?? nothing special ... juz that a few hangouts and some sleeping .. some lunch .. some this and that ... all normal things...
well .. that's one ... elaine and dayton came to sunway starbuckz ... it's been so long since we see each other .. we had a great chat that nite .. but most of the time is about my stupidity .. haha ..
and the second one will be ... I'm done with The Da Vinci Code .. and i'm now on Digital Fortress ... haha ... hoep to finish it up soon ..
till i blog next time ... love
Thursday, April 14, 2005
A thursday!
phew... wat A thursday... haha ... it was kinda pack ...
i woke up quite early in the morning(according to my standard time, 12PM) and went to IKEA to buy a table for myself... actually i've been there yesterday with an intention of getting myself a study lamp... but end up.. me n mum come up to an idea of getting a table ... coz i was always using a coffee table to online on my laptop... sitting hours in fornt of the coffee table tired me .. haha ... so .. ok.. back to today ... i brought a 120 x 50 cm table.. olive green in color ( wat am i ?? am i a freak of green or wat?? my blog is green my table is green... watelse?? haha)well .. it was the best color i could get for this table top ... the other choice was to choose white.. which a guy that doesnt reli clean up will mess the table up in no weeks but juz a few day ... haha .. and... the journey continue with a lunch , a vegetarian lunch in ss2...
reached home, of coz ... THINK!! WAT A GUY WILL DO WHEN THEY GET SOMETHING NEW...?? ESP ELECTRONIC GADGET AND THINGS THAT REQUIRES ASSEMBLE?? well like other guy .. 1st thing ... i fix the table up ... i took me some streght to finish it ... (FYI: i;m a weak and thin guy) so it took me about half an hour to finish it up... haha ... finally the table is set and i got all my things up ... NOW, the room is so much more organized and nice ... haha ..
follow up, my fren called me to infrom his arrival.. i went down to open the door and pack up .. i went out with him(william) to kim gary in sunway ... to mee another bunch of fren.. (poh chan, siew wei and tzi yi) it was tzi yi's bday , found out onli when i reached... den .. ken son called poh chan saying he was in front of my house edi... so we asked him to walk over to pyramid to join us .. den me n william followed him to computer shop to get some blank DVD
HIGHLIGHT of the DAY... Swimming .. haha .. whao .. me n my fren always go on wednesday and we had obviously miss the fun of thursday .. when we go on wed... we always see small kids learning how to swim... no fun.. but today .. the swimming class was set for TEENAGERS... !!ATTENTION!!! teenagers.... haha .. of coz... beatiful girls will b there lah .. haha .. so we have come to a conclusion to go swimming on THURSDAY from now on .. haha .. and to my surprized .. i saw an old fren of my .. SAW KIM ... haha ...
and well that's about it for now... but i'm so tired of eveything that goes on today ... hope to enjoy my dream and i'll be teaching tml .. hope i'll b in a good class.. haha ..
i woke up quite early in the morning(according to my standard time, 12PM) and went to IKEA to buy a table for myself... actually i've been there yesterday with an intention of getting myself a study lamp... but end up.. me n mum come up to an idea of getting a table ... coz i was always using a coffee table to online on my laptop... sitting hours in fornt of the coffee table tired me .. haha ... so .. ok.. back to today ... i brought a 120 x 50 cm table.. olive green in color ( wat am i ?? am i a freak of green or wat?? my blog is green my table is green... watelse?? haha)well .. it was the best color i could get for this table top ... the other choice was to choose white.. which a guy that doesnt reli clean up will mess the table up in no weeks but juz a few day ... haha .. and... the journey continue with a lunch , a vegetarian lunch in ss2...
reached home, of coz ... THINK!! WAT A GUY WILL DO WHEN THEY GET SOMETHING NEW...?? ESP ELECTRONIC GADGET AND THINGS THAT REQUIRES ASSEMBLE?? well like other guy .. 1st thing ... i fix the table up ... i took me some streght to finish it ... (FYI: i;m a weak and thin guy) so it took me about half an hour to finish it up... haha ... finally the table is set and i got all my things up ... NOW, the room is so much more organized and nice ... haha ..
follow up, my fren called me to infrom his arrival.. i went down to open the door and pack up .. i went out with him(william) to kim gary in sunway ... to mee another bunch of fren.. (poh chan, siew wei and tzi yi) it was tzi yi's bday , found out onli when i reached... den .. ken son called poh chan saying he was in front of my house edi... so we asked him to walk over to pyramid to join us .. den me n william followed him to computer shop to get some blank DVD
HIGHLIGHT of the DAY... Swimming .. haha .. whao .. me n my fren always go on wednesday and we had obviously miss the fun of thursday .. when we go on wed... we always see small kids learning how to swim... no fun.. but today .. the swimming class was set for TEENAGERS... !!ATTENTION!!! teenagers.... haha .. of coz... beatiful girls will b there lah .. haha .. so we have come to a conclusion to go swimming on THURSDAY from now on .. haha .. and to my surprized .. i saw an old fren of my .. SAW KIM ... haha ...
and well that's about it for now... but i'm so tired of eveything that goes on today ... hope to enjoy my dream and i'll be teaching tml .. hope i'll b in a good class.. haha ..
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
KFC curry crunch
I should describe my day as one "fine" day ...
y "fine" and not fine ??
coz nothing good nor bad happened on this very day ... hahaha
i woke up around 11.. check my comp.. read my mail ... chat wif wurn for awhile .. den start reading my da vinci code...
not long after ... i start to online again .. den go Sunway Pyramid to hef lunch wif xiunuan ... we ate KFC... i ate the new product ... KFC Curry Crunchy that replace KFC spicy chicken .. it smell great but doesnt taste that good ... well it can proof by... i ate only 2 pcs... usually i ate 3 with no wings and drumstick ( that means i will get alot alot of meat loh~)
den after that .. i went for a session of para-para at the PUSAY HIBURAN ( Amusment park .. if i'm not mistaken) den went to check my BSN balance .. i found out that i still got 30++ dollar inside .. den i treat myself wif a cup of Ice Blended from Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf... it's been long since i got my foot ( and of coz mybody) in to any CB ...
den for the whole afternoon, i sat at home, cleaning my closet( not really closet but my room) while my frenz, Poh chan and siewwei doing thier assigment in my room..
and nite... as usual Pasar Malam, and dinner in some malay stall... thier food was quite good but juz too salty...
that's all for now ..
ciaoz ~
y "fine" and not fine ??
coz nothing good nor bad happened on this very day ... hahaha
i woke up around 11.. check my comp.. read my mail ... chat wif wurn for awhile .. den start reading my da vinci code...
not long after ... i start to online again .. den go Sunway Pyramid to hef lunch wif xiunuan ... we ate KFC... i ate the new product ... KFC Curry Crunchy that replace KFC spicy chicken .. it smell great but doesnt taste that good ... well it can proof by... i ate only 2 pcs... usually i ate 3 with no wings and drumstick ( that means i will get alot alot of meat loh~)
den after that .. i went for a session of para-para at the PUSAY HIBURAN ( Amusment park .. if i'm not mistaken) den went to check my BSN balance .. i found out that i still got 30++ dollar inside .. den i treat myself wif a cup of Ice Blended from Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf... it's been long since i got my foot ( and of coz mybody) in to any CB ...
den for the whole afternoon, i sat at home, cleaning my closet( not really closet but my room) while my frenz, Poh chan and siewwei doing thier assigment in my room..
and nite... as usual Pasar Malam, and dinner in some malay stall... thier food was quite good but juz too salty...
that's all for now ..
ciaoz ~
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Though Streamyx has improved since 7th of April .. but the connection speed is still not as ideal as it was ... sigh ..
anyway .. i went the a training today .. in klang.. this training is going to take 3 months .. it's a Civil Defence training .. Me,as a volunteer will learn how to save lives and properties... and soon after this three months, i will be working wif this Civil Defence Force in Emergency ResQ...
THis civil defence force is orgaized by the gorvernment .. so i'm actually working for public .. haha .. it's under the Kementerian Keselamatan Dalam Negeri... the short form of this force is JPA3 that stands for Jabatan Pertahanan Awan...
today is my 1st day of class ... and i've learn the types of fire and some basic knots...
anyway .. i went the a training today .. in klang.. this training is going to take 3 months .. it's a Civil Defence training .. Me,as a volunteer will learn how to save lives and properties... and soon after this three months, i will be working wif this Civil Defence Force in Emergency ResQ...
THis civil defence force is orgaized by the gorvernment .. so i'm actually working for public .. haha .. it's under the Kementerian Keselamatan Dalam Negeri... the short form of this force is JPA3 that stands for Jabatan Pertahanan Awan...
today is my 1st day of class ... and i've learn the types of fire and some basic knots...
Saturday, April 09, 2005
StreamyX service interuption
StreamyX down now ... hard to blog ... even harder to get online on MSN.. sad sad ...
Thursday, April 07, 2005
I found this wallpaper over internet... when i wanted some romantic wallpaper... what i had in mind was... petals of roses or juz pinky pinky stuff.. but to y surprize .. this picture caught my attention .. i was so amazed by this picture ... i love it so so much .. this picture just give me a feeling of calm, smooth , and everything good, nice ... whao .. i juz cant explain wat i feel when this picture pop up to me ...!!! IT's one GREAT picture ... and i hope u feel it .. u might think i;m imagining things out of this picture .. but i'm not .. i was juz attracted by the charm of this picture.. nothing visualized in my head .. nothing . i swear .. haha
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
If your heart's not in it
But if your heart's not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Clearing my DOubts
waking up is a hard thing for people like me .. who has nothing to do.. no class to go .. no work to follow ... is hard .. even for those who has it , its hard also .. but still manage to wake up at 9.30am today .. wat a achievement... hahaha
today... i was suppose to go Monash to clear off my doubt about Medical bioscience .. instead .. the fellow added more ?? in to my brain .. pity me.. the fellow told me i cant go into Dietition with a MEdical Bioscience degree... it shock me like .. whao ..
and when i got home .. the whole aftersoon was so afaird .. coz i reli donoe wat to do oledi ..
lucky , kong called me not long ago to ensure me that it is possible to go in dietition with degree in Biomedical Science .. so .. once again ... i'm back to the original spot .. and i'm suppose to go search for info again .. hahaha
today... i was suppose to go Monash to clear off my doubt about Medical bioscience .. instead .. the fellow added more ?? in to my brain .. pity me.. the fellow told me i cant go into Dietition with a MEdical Bioscience degree... it shock me like .. whao ..
and when i got home .. the whole aftersoon was so afaird .. coz i reli donoe wat to do oledi ..
lucky , kong called me not long ago to ensure me that it is possible to go in dietition with degree in Biomedical Science .. so .. once again ... i'm back to the original spot .. and i'm suppose to go search for info again .. hahaha
Monday, April 04, 2005
癡心絕對
作詞：蔡伯南 作曲：蔡伯南
想用一杯Latte把妳灌醉 好讓妳能多愛我一點
暗戀的滋味 妳不懂這種感覺 早有人陪的妳永遠不會
看見妳和他在我面前 證明我的愛只是愚昧
妳不懂我的 那些憔悴 是妳永遠不曾過的體會
為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解
我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切
妳又狠狠逼退 我的防備 靜靜關上門來默數我的淚
明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天 妳會發現 真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
看見妳和他在我面前 證明我的愛只是愚昧
妳不懂我的 那些憔悴 是妳永遠不曾過的體會
明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天 妳會發現 真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
曾經我以為我自己會後悔 不想愛的太多癡心絕對
為妳落第一滴淚 為妳做任何改變 也喚不回妳對我的堅決
為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解
我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切
妳又狠狠逼退 我的防備 靜靜關上門來默數我的淚
明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天 妳會發現 真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
直到那一天 妳會發現 真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
想用一杯Latte把妳灌醉 好讓妳能多愛我一點
暗戀的滋味 妳不懂這種感覺 早有人陪的妳永遠不會
看見妳和他在我面前 證明我的愛只是愚昧
妳不懂我的 那些憔悴 是妳永遠不曾過的體會
為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解
我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切
妳又狠狠逼退 我的防備 靜靜關上門來默數我的淚
明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天 妳會發現 真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
看見妳和他在我面前 證明我的愛只是愚昧
妳不懂我的 那些憔悴 是妳永遠不曾過的體會
明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天 妳會發現 真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
曾經我以為我自己會後悔 不想愛的太多癡心絕對
為妳落第一滴淚 為妳做任何改變 也喚不回妳對我的堅決
為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解
我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切
妳又狠狠逼退 我的防備 靜靜關上門來默數我的淚
明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天 妳會發現 真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
直到那一天 妳會發現 真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
Life as Primary School Teacher
For the past two week, i had once again ( ATTENTION: ONCE AGAIN MEANS THIS IS THE SECOND TIME)... became a primary school teacher... i was more looking forward to this time as this will be my first time teaching SCIENCE ( well... it's a subject i like a lot)...
before this, i was teaching Std. 3 And 4 , Maths in Enligh , Maths in Chinese, Morale Studies, GEography and lastly but not least, CHINESE .. i'm so lousy in chinese and i'm ask to teach chinese .. arghhh ... but i manage the 2 weeks ... and gradually IMPROVE in my chinese...
so back to the science now .. this time .. i'm teaching Std. 5 and 6, which they are the eldest in the school ( other than teachers and workers...haha).. and this time , i teach nothing but science alone .. exciting ~!!!
and so .. two week has past...and i enjoyed it alot, so much more compare to the last time... i have a better relationship with student ( hey.. it's the good ones .. not boy-girl relastionship... PURE STUDENT-TEACHER RELATIONSHIP !!!) These student are more fun and at least the age gap is smaller .. and i understand thier need and it reli helps alot in teaching them ...
now.. a lot of my studnets are chatting wif me on MSN every nite .. but it's okey .. they will soon forget about me in let's make it 2 weeks .. and we shall c ... haha
before this, i was teaching Std. 3 And 4 , Maths in Enligh , Maths in Chinese, Morale Studies, GEography and lastly but not least, CHINESE .. i'm so lousy in chinese and i'm ask to teach chinese .. arghhh ... but i manage the 2 weeks ... and gradually IMPROVE in my chinese...
so back to the science now .. this time .. i'm teaching Std. 5 and 6, which they are the eldest in the school ( other than teachers and workers...haha).. and this time , i teach nothing but science alone .. exciting ~!!!
and so .. two week has past...and i enjoyed it alot, so much more compare to the last time... i have a better relationship with student ( hey.. it's the good ones .. not boy-girl relastionship... PURE STUDENT-TEACHER RELATIONSHIP !!!) These student are more fun and at least the age gap is smaller .. and i understand thier need and it reli helps alot in teaching them ...
now.. a lot of my studnets are chatting wif me on MSN every nite .. but it's okey .. they will soon forget about me in let's make it 2 weeks .. and we shall c ... haha
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Saturday, February 05, 2005
spore,spore, spore... there are spore all over my blog... its been long since i update my blog dee... after i reach toronto, my comp had some problem in going online... and in hong kong i didnt have any internet connection..and when i reach malaysia... there are too much things i have to settle,face and handle... so din reli hef time and mood to update my blog..
Monday, January 17, 2005
Halifax International Airport
The flight was safe and wasnt delayed ... thank god ..
is now 7:40pm (local Time) and i think it should b 7:40 (malaysia time)
nothing to eat over here ... and gifts in the airport are so freaking expensive ... not buying any ...
will be boarding the plane soon ... to toronto...
*pray again*
is now 7:40pm (local Time) and i think it should b 7:40 (malaysia time)
nothing to eat over here ... and gifts in the airport are so freaking expensive ... not buying any ...
will be boarding the plane soon ... to toronto...
*pray again*
In St. John's International AIrport
"is this a turning point" i asked myself...
"how the hell am i suppose to know!"
sitting in the St. John airport, waiting for the flight to go over toronto...
well, as for the flight ... i'm not sure if i can board it ... because the visibility of the track
is so bad ... that the pilot can hardly see wat's in front of them ...
it has been snowing since yesterday ... or i should say this morning .. beacuase b4 i went to
bed... there is nothing on the ground excepet for some small amount of "left-over" snows..
again i asked myself, " Did i juz pass the Point of Safety Return-a point that i will not be
able to turn back" well .. obvoiously not ... i still gota chance in the coming fall if i
am to come back ... i'm welcome at this Uni..
the thing is i'm not sure if i'm coming back to canada to study .. again the "double-face"
me drop by and say hi... i wan to stay .. but i wan to stay in malaysia too... am i too
greedy? i do think so .. well is very obviuos that i cant hef both option...
i feel so bad now ... i did something ashamed to my family ... neva in my group of frenz ..
my dad's fren ... my mum's fren or any other relatives and friends has done this ... return
home... neva .. neva had i heard of this ridiculous P.O.S. i reli felt so sorry for my family
that's all for now ...
still waiting for the weather report... if i was to go over to toronto today ... if not i'll be
so screwed ... coz i got no place to stay if this is the case...
"how the hell am i suppose to know!"
sitting in the St. John airport, waiting for the flight to go over toronto...
well, as for the flight ... i'm not sure if i can board it ... because the visibility of the track
is so bad ... that the pilot can hardly see wat's in front of them ...
it has been snowing since yesterday ... or i should say this morning .. beacuase b4 i went to
bed... there is nothing on the ground excepet for some small amount of "left-over" snows..
again i asked myself, " Did i juz pass the Point of Safety Return-a point that i will not be
able to turn back" well .. obvoiously not ... i still gota chance in the coming fall if i
am to come back ... i'm welcome at this Uni..
the thing is i'm not sure if i'm coming back to canada to study .. again the "double-face"
me drop by and say hi... i wan to stay .. but i wan to stay in malaysia too... am i too
greedy? i do think so .. well is very obviuos that i cant hef both option...
i feel so bad now ... i did something ashamed to my family ... neva in my group of frenz ..
my dad's fren ... my mum's fren or any other relatives and friends has done this ... return
home... neva .. neva had i heard of this ridiculous P.O.S. i reli felt so sorry for my family
that's all for now ...
still waiting for the weather report... if i was to go over to toronto today ... if not i'll be
so screwed ... coz i got no place to stay if this is the case...
Sunday, January 16, 2005
When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, humped around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Fallas I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can
See I've been there, done it, walk around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
Well... all i can say .. this(Usher-You got it Bad)is a nice song ... i like it very much ... and another song will be Beatiful Soul by Josses ... which should b playing on my blog now ... and here's the lyrics...
JESSE MCCARTNEY LYRICS
"Beautiful Soul"
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, humped around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Fallas I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can
See I've been there, done it, walk around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
Well... all i can say .. this(Usher-You got it Bad)is a nice song ... i like it very much ... and another song will be Beatiful Soul by Josses ... which should b playing on my blog now ... and here's the lyrics...
JESSE MCCARTNEY LYRICS
"Beautiful Soul"
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
Monday, January 10, 2005
Sorry
"sorry seems to be the hardest words..."
ever heard of this song?? i love it .. but i dun think is true ... you can easily say sorry ... rite?? like knocking into ppl ... did some timid small mistake... yea... sorry seems to be heard everywhere ... dont you think so ??
But... there is but~ but when do you actually mean it ?? i say it often ... and i meant it most of the time ... but i neva knew that i could reli feel sorry when i said a "sorry" to my parents...
a day or 2 back ... i called my parents .. telling them how much i feel to go back to malaysia .. they neva scold me .. instead ..they welcome me back to Malaysia .. esp my Dad... he was so supportive to ask me go back to malaysia...
In my whole life... i've never been making my parents proud.. bcoz i un hef any excellent in result ... i got no special talent... and i've always been a notty child(when i was young ..about 9)in people's thiking.. but i got ride of that when i was older... i became so much more ...erm .. better child .. not so problem causing to other ppl... but still to my parents.. but still in other's opinion .. they think that i will b notty forever ... and it spoiled my parents's image... that's y after that i've always been trying to maintain they IMAGE...
i was reli sorry when i said sorry to them that day ... I RELI RELI MEAN IT... and it is a very strong feeling of sorry .. neva in my life i've felt it that way...
"I'm Sorry"....
ever heard of this song?? i love it .. but i dun think is true ... you can easily say sorry ... rite?? like knocking into ppl ... did some timid small mistake... yea... sorry seems to be heard everywhere ... dont you think so ??
But... there is but~ but when do you actually mean it ?? i say it often ... and i meant it most of the time ... but i neva knew that i could reli feel sorry when i said a "sorry" to my parents...
a day or 2 back ... i called my parents .. telling them how much i feel to go back to malaysia .. they neva scold me .. instead ..they welcome me back to Malaysia .. esp my Dad... he was so supportive to ask me go back to malaysia...
In my whole life... i've never been making my parents proud.. bcoz i un hef any excellent in result ... i got no special talent... and i've always been a notty child(when i was young ..about 9)in people's thiking.. but i got ride of that when i was older... i became so much more ...erm .. better child .. not so problem causing to other ppl... but still to my parents.. but still in other's opinion .. they think that i will b notty forever ... and it spoiled my parents's image... that's y after that i've always been trying to maintain they IMAGE...
i was reli sorry when i said sorry to them that day ... I RELI RELI MEAN IT... and it is a very strong feeling of sorry .. neva in my life i've felt it that way...
"I'm Sorry"....
Thursday, January 06, 2005
NOthing goes well
nothing here seems to go on well...
Things that's not working after i reach...
1. i'm in the dormitory... we have 10 basically .. 10 houses ... and I"M IN THE ONE THAT HAS NO ONE... NOT A SINGLE PERSON yet... i will stay like that For about 3 days...
2. Internet access( to chat) will not b available until 10 of Jan.. that's not bad rite .. like 5 days without internet... but ... think it this way ... you got nothing else in your room ... and in addition... no one else around ...
3. i cant get a cell phone here coz i'm not 19 yet... even i got visa card.!!! what the crap man... do u think i cant afford to pay it !!!?? bullshit .. !!!
4. Toilet STINKS!!!
5. Most of the things are expensive...
6. the wind had been blowing hard!!!!! COLD~
On the other hand .. there's still something that works.. here:
1. i got my a/c open in a bank... and i got a safe deposit box...
2. herm.. well .. i take me sometime to think this... well.. i think's that's it .. no more .. haha ...
Things that's not working after i reach...
1. i'm in the dormitory... we have 10 basically .. 10 houses ... and I"M IN THE ONE THAT HAS NO ONE... NOT A SINGLE PERSON yet... i will stay like that For about 3 days...
2. Internet access( to chat) will not b available until 10 of Jan.. that's not bad rite .. like 5 days without internet... but ... think it this way ... you got nothing else in your room ... and in addition... no one else around ...
3. i cant get a cell phone here coz i'm not 19 yet... even i got visa card.!!! what the crap man... do u think i cant afford to pay it !!!?? bullshit .. !!!
4. Toilet STINKS!!!
5. Most of the things are expensive...
6. the wind had been blowing hard!!!!! COLD~
On the other hand .. there's still something that works.. here:
1. i got my a/c open in a bank... and i got a safe deposit box...
2. herm.. well .. i take me sometime to think this... well.. i think's that's it .. no more .. haha ...
Bad time of the year
i've always been choosing the road not taken by most ppl... ok .. 1st example will b choosing a bigger size gf.. that everyones dun like and ask me y do i get on with her(hey she's nice ok!!) 2nd... no one choose to take up so many position in so many club in CHS... but i did....
no one from catholic choose to go CIMP or CPU... i think is about 10... and once again .. i made that choice...
now... u seldom c ppl going canada to study.. even for CIMP student... if they go .. they would go for Vancouver or Toronto... but i didn't.. i go for the one that no one had heard b4... NEWFOUNDLAND...
pplz dun usually go for NUTRITION... i made that choice...
in my life... i always wan to b something special... i kinda make it tru when i was in high school... and well... mayb in college ... but definately not here... not in MUN, NEWFOUNDLAND...
but here's a question that jzu appear to me...
"y do i hef to b special... cant i juz b like someone else??"
mayb it's becoz i'm not rich and my studies are not that well... but there's alot of ppl like me ... so y do i hef to b special in a way??
i reli donoe why ... mayb i should think of going back to a normal life where most of the ppl live... mayb doing bizness instead of science.... going aus instead of canada(no way .. to expensive.. iwill juz stay in malaysia...) and mayb also forget about a gurl that has dumped me 2 yrs ago... mayb
no one from catholic choose to go CIMP or CPU... i think is about 10... and once again .. i made that choice...
now... u seldom c ppl going canada to study.. even for CIMP student... if they go .. they would go for Vancouver or Toronto... but i didn't.. i go for the one that no one had heard b4... NEWFOUNDLAND...
pplz dun usually go for NUTRITION... i made that choice...
in my life... i always wan to b something special... i kinda make it tru when i was in high school... and well... mayb in college ... but definately not here... not in MUN, NEWFOUNDLAND...
but here's a question that jzu appear to me...
"y do i hef to b special... cant i juz b like someone else??"
mayb it's becoz i'm not rich and my studies are not that well... but there's alot of ppl like me ... so y do i hef to b special in a way??
i reli donoe why ... mayb i should think of going back to a normal life where most of the ppl live... mayb doing bizness instead of science.... going aus instead of canada(no way .. to expensive.. iwill juz stay in malaysia...) and mayb also forget about a gurl that has dumped me 2 yrs ago... mayb
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Rome, Paris
Rome, Paris will be my Next TARGET… the city is so romantic I hope to find my love there… haha.. (May Mei will you go there and wait for me …I’m sure u wont … haha) anyway … who knows … I might find another girl that’s more suitable for me!!! Haha …
How do I get in to this Rome-I thingy is when I watch Truimp in to the sky … ( hope it is the correct speeling … ) I Missed it in Malaysia .. and I miss it over here too .. I can onli watch the 1st episode… sob sob .. but nvm … it had shown me how romantic are Rome… haha … juz hope that I can watch the whole series… (I will try my best to get in Malysia when’s im back … I bet Xin yee sure know where to get .. hopefully it is not in Sekinchang … haha )
Btw, I will b going to Newfoundland tml.. kinda scared … I donoe wat’s in front of me waiting for me .. mayb is trouble .. mayb is something pleasant but who knows… juz hope everything goes on well … I wonder when will b my next time I online … and blog .. coz I donoe when I will get my internet connetction … and also I will b DIS-continue from any source of communication for at least 1 or 2 days .. or mayb longer … coz I hef not got my cell phone done~~~!!!! Hope I will b connected to the WORLD soon …
And today I went to downtown toronto … a nice place .. actually I juz went to the Science centre… whao .. it is so fantastic .. I cant finish in 4 hours … but I’m too hungry .. so I went back to Eaton Centre ( a shopping mall) to eat New York Fried ( a very famous fass food here) it was 3.15 pm when I had my lunch … haha … ALONE … I don’t reli eat when I’m alone .. but I guess I juz hef to deal wif it .. haha … I managed to do that today … next time I will juz bring a book along wif me no matter where I go ( juz like the Canadian !!) haha … and also I brought myself a calendar … a SHAKESPEAR QUATATION CALENDAR!!! Pplzzzz .. is SHAKESPEAR … do I sound very good in literature?? Nah .. haha I’m not .. I juz like the quotes .. and is on 50% discount ..is about 10 CAN so I think I deserve a good gift like this … so I brought it .. haha …
How do I get in to this Rome-I thingy is when I watch Truimp in to the sky … ( hope it is the correct speeling … ) I Missed it in Malaysia .. and I miss it over here too .. I can onli watch the 1st episode… sob sob .. but nvm … it had shown me how romantic are Rome… haha … juz hope that I can watch the whole series… (I will try my best to get in Malysia when’s im back … I bet Xin yee sure know where to get .. hopefully it is not in Sekinchang … haha )
Btw, I will b going to Newfoundland tml.. kinda scared … I donoe wat’s in front of me waiting for me .. mayb is trouble .. mayb is something pleasant but who knows… juz hope everything goes on well … I wonder when will b my next time I online … and blog .. coz I donoe when I will get my internet connetction … and also I will b DIS-continue from any source of communication for at least 1 or 2 days .. or mayb longer … coz I hef not got my cell phone done~~~!!!! Hope I will b connected to the WORLD soon …
And today I went to downtown toronto … a nice place .. actually I juz went to the Science centre… whao .. it is so fantastic .. I cant finish in 4 hours … but I’m too hungry .. so I went back to Eaton Centre ( a shopping mall) to eat New York Fried ( a very famous fass food here) it was 3.15 pm when I had my lunch … haha … ALONE … I don’t reli eat when I’m alone .. but I guess I juz hef to deal wif it .. haha … I managed to do that today … next time I will juz bring a book along wif me no matter where I go ( juz like the Canadian !!) haha … and also I brought myself a calendar … a SHAKESPEAR QUATATION CALENDAR!!! Pplzzzz .. is SHAKESPEAR … do I sound very good in literature?? Nah .. haha I’m not .. I juz like the quotes .. and is on 50% discount ..is about 10 CAN so I think I deserve a good gift like this … so I brought it .. haha …
Monday, January 03, 2005
Liying's writting...
i think what kind of story i like to read oledi ... basically .. i used to like harry potter( which i still am... ) so i tot that i liek Sci-Fi stories .. but i buy a few Sci-Fi book ... i turn out to read half way for all of them ...
but i always like those inspirational stories ... like The Chicken Soup... i find it useful to myself and also when ppl come to me to seek for help... well ... These kind of books turn out to b somekind of book i will read ... and i love to read...
as for novel ... nothing reli 'turns me on'.. coz they are very long and sometimes by the time i'm at the end of the book .. i forgot about the beggining... haha ( HP is an exception) about love stories ... i basically hate them( chinese Love story book) coz i think onli girl will read all the chinese love story ... coz all these CLS are so so so ridiculous .. and doesn make sense .. they always say how suffering is to b a women ... haih .. useless ... but today ... Liying send me something she worte.... it was a love story ... i din know it when i ask her to send ... but ... this love story turns out to be something diff .. i like it .. very .. but i wont tell u wat the content is about ... coz it is all copyrited by Liying haha ... i'mjuz respeting her privacy .. if u wan to know .. i can ask it for u .. haha
so this stories makes me think back... i actually like love stories... but not the Chinese wans .. (they sucks) haha .. so .. it sounds so gay but ... i'm ok with it .. (u noe wat ... bcoz of all these love story .... i'm able to help ppl out sometimes in thier love life... some of my fren like to heard me giving them advise on thrie love life .. or mayb not ... haha but all these love stories and some quotation that reli makes me thing ... from all view ... everyones' point of view ... ) so ... is ok to sound gay inexchange of trust from my fren ... haha ...
my fren take a big part of my life~
but i always like those inspirational stories ... like The Chicken Soup... i find it useful to myself and also when ppl come to me to seek for help... well ... These kind of books turn out to b somekind of book i will read ... and i love to read...
as for novel ... nothing reli 'turns me on'.. coz they are very long and sometimes by the time i'm at the end of the book .. i forgot about the beggining... haha ( HP is an exception) about love stories ... i basically hate them( chinese Love story book) coz i think onli girl will read all the chinese love story ... coz all these CLS are so so so ridiculous .. and doesn make sense .. they always say how suffering is to b a women ... haih .. useless ... but today ... Liying send me something she worte.... it was a love story ... i din know it when i ask her to send ... but ... this love story turns out to be something diff .. i like it .. very .. but i wont tell u wat the content is about ... coz it is all copyrited by Liying haha ... i'mjuz respeting her privacy .. if u wan to know .. i can ask it for u .. haha
so this stories makes me think back... i actually like love stories... but not the Chinese wans .. (they sucks) haha .. so .. it sounds so gay but ... i'm ok with it .. (u noe wat ... bcoz of all these love story .... i'm able to help ppl out sometimes in thier love life... some of my fren like to heard me giving them advise on thrie love life .. or mayb not ... haha but all these love stories and some quotation that reli makes me thing ... from all view ... everyones' point of view ... ) so ... is ok to sound gay inexchange of trust from my fren ... haha ...
my fren take a big part of my life~
Saturday, January 01, 2005
It's new Yr!!! it's 2005!!!
Another year has pass... time flies like no body's biz... On this First day of new yr .. i would like to say ...
1. R.I.P. ~ Victim of the Tsunami andEarthQuake
2. Family of the Victim~ stay strong
3. All My frenz ~ Take Care and I miss every single 1 of u ....
4.Leng,min,Dayton,Khim~ nothing better than having u all in my life
5. May Mei~ I Still Love You!!!
that all i can think of now ... post more later..
p/s: Stories about my recent life?? exciting news?? haha wait .. wait till i'm not lazy .. haha but i wont b too long from now...
i guess.......
1. R.I.P. ~ Victim of the Tsunami andEarthQuake
2. Family of the Victim~ stay strong
3. All My frenz ~ Take Care and I miss every single 1 of u ....
4.Leng,min,Dayton,Khim~ nothing better than having u all in my life
5. May Mei~ I Still Love You!!!
that all i can think of now ... post more later..
p/s: Stories about my recent life?? exciting news?? haha wait .. wait till i'm not lazy .. haha but i wont b too long from now...
i guess.......
welcome myself back~!!
After sometime… I think this will be the best time I come back and blog… I was suffering b4 this… but now … it’s all back to me (feels like singing … “is all coming back to me now…”) is so nice to get back all the things I’ve missed.. my faith … my strength, my believes , my everything …!!! It should all credit to Min, Marcus , Ruby and also Kong… Marcus is a guy, 14 years old, a nice guy to talk to… and also he’s the 1st fren I have over here … and Ruby, she’s a Taiwanese Canadian , and she … is the one who makes me realize a lot of things ( I;m NOT in love with her… still stuck wif may mei I guess… haha ) I met her like 2 days ago … chatted for about an hour, she makes me feel that it is not the end of the day … I have a life … my life is not here in Toronto wif my dad’s fren .. but instead I belongs to the University in a KAMPUNG!!! As long as I got ppl about my age talking to me , I’m great … guess I’m juz lack of ATTENtion huh… haha… but for wat I think , I miss frenz … I miss my frenz … I was so surrounded wif frenz .. but I’m here wif none… so … haha .. Marcus and Ruby reli makes me see things that Min, Kong and my parents said to me b4… they hef tried to console me but I doesn’t help much … becoz I dun c something real in wat they say ( no to say they are toking crap but I juz can onli visualize wat they said … and it is not real …get me ??) haha .. is okey if u dun understand… hahah guess I’m juz bad in expressing myself…
I guess now I can tell u guys how I spend this few days huh?? Haha …
juz hang on there ... stories will be posted soon .. haha ... but is all about my laziness....
I guess now I can tell u guys how I spend this few days huh?? Haha …
juz hang on there ... stories will be posted soon .. haha ... but is all about my laziness....
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